
Wolfs Cabin
1926
“Mostly a true
story”
When the good have died in vain, their spirits will
become the spirit of the Wolf.
Chapter One
Parker, Arizona, June 1960,
the day after Tamara’s high school graduation. Eighteen-year-old Tamara sat
dreamy eyed on a flat rocky bluff, which over looked the leisurely
flowing Colorado river.
She wore a yellow summer dress with many ornamental
butterflies that complemented her long shiny red hair. The river’s yawning blue
water flowed lazily along the scorching treeless foothills of a
California mountain range and the flat desert land of Parker,
Arizona.
Tamara smiled warmly to
herself as she watched intently an adorable brown ground squirrel
scurry up a tall Sonora cactus. The small squirrel quickly
picked a yellow flower bloom from top the cactus, placing the tasty
bloom securely in its mouth it scurried back down the dangerous
thorn cactus leaping to the ground, its long thin tail held straight
up, and quickly disappeared into the safety of its cool desert
burrow.
Tamara loved living in the
searing desert with its beautiful sunrises and magnificent multi
colored sunsets. Many
nights during her high school years, she and her boyfriend, Tobin,
would sit together on the cool bluff and watched the evening sunsets
wither away as the coal black heavens opened up magically displaying
its billions of brilliant sparkling stars.
When the morning heat of the
rapidly rising sun turned Tamara’s white freckled skin to a clammy
glaze, she quickly got on her red Schwinn bicycle and hurriedly rode
back to Parker. Back to
the safety of her mother Ginny’s old singlewide swamp cooled
trailer. Ginny lived
with her husband Jack, Tamara’s stepfather, who work in the copper
mine near Quartzsite, Arizona.
Tamara’s brother Travis also
worked at the copper mine like most men in Parker. Other young men after high
school, moved away to the big city of Los Angles or Phoenix for
better paying jobs. She
was nervous about her future as a young girl, how could she move to
a big city on her own?
She did not own a car, or even have any gas money if did she
have a car.
As she entered the old Coyote
Trailer Park and looked down the narrow dusty road, lined on both
sides with aged trailers.
The old trailers sat side by side, nearly touching each
other. She wondered if
she also would someday live in an old dilapidated trailer as her
mother had to.
Tamara passed Travis’s
trailer, half way down the lane and then glanced to see if her
sister in-law Tina and her little niece Bobbi were outside sitting
in the old rocker, under the canvas cover. Tamara loved little
Bobbi. When Bobbi was
born, for the first two years of her life, Tamara always
babysat. Tina worked at
the Greasy Spoon Diner, but since Tina lost her job, she no longer
needed a sitter. It
broke Tamara’s heart when Tina told her Bobbi had grown too attached
to Tamara and would only let her hold Bobbi a few minutes at a
time. Bobbi looked more
like Tamara, red hair, light skin with freckles and large icy blue
eyes than her mother, Tina, with long straight black hair, dark skin
and brown eyes.
Tamara could never have a
child of her own after being kicked in the abdomen by a wild burrow
when she was twelve years old.
Now she felt an extra special bond with Bobbi. Releasing a constrained
breath, she passed her brothers trailer and vowed to herself that
one day she and Bobbi would again be close, no matter how long that
took.
As Tamara neared her
mother’s, she wondered whose car sat in her stepfather’s parking
area. She had never
seen the car before and wondered who would be driving such a pretty
little convertible. She
parked her bike and as she passed by the car, she lightly smoothed
her fingers over the shinny chrome trim on the little red and white
1957 Chevrolet.
Tamara quickly entered the
bent aluminum front door of her mother’s trailer. She looked aimlessly for the
individual that parked in her Dads private parking area. When she only saw Ginny
sitting solemnly at the table sipping her morning coffee, she asked,
“Someone parked their car in Dads parking area, I hope they leave
before Dad gets home.
He’ll push that car out of the yard and let the air out of
the tires!” Ginny gave
her a warm smile, sat her cup on a decrepit table, and answered in
an ecstatic voice, “Happy graduation Tamara!” Bewildered, Tamara sat next
to Ginny as Ginny placed the car keys in front of her. Then Ginny said with
reassuring eyes as she patted the top of her daughter’s hand, “I’ve
been saving money for over thirty years. Now the savings are yours,
now you can leave this God forsaken town and start a new life, where
you can have a real future.”
Tamara picked up the keys
with her free hand and rose her brows “Dad has been driving that
beat up old truck for years now and what about Travis? Won’t he be really upset
when he finds out you gave me such an expensive graduation
gift?” Ginny slid her
other hand under Tamara’s and gave it a squeeze, “Your Grandfather Glenn has
been sending me a few dollars every month since I left Washington
State back in 1944 and moved to Arizona. I never wanted anything from
that unscrupulous foul old man. But Glenn just kept sending
those checks, so I decided to deposit all those checks in the
bank. Someday I’d give
that money to my children.
I already gave Travis his share. When Bobbi was born, I paid
for the doctor and the hospital. I also put a little away for
Bobbi’s future too.”
Ginny pulled herself up from
the table and hobbled to the kitchen counter. She picked up an envelope,
carried it back to the table, and handed it to Tamara. Then Ginny eased herself
back down and said with lowered brows and a scrupled voice, “I
already opened this letter to you from your step Grandfather
Glenn. I just hate that
old man. I didn’t trust
what Glenn might say to you, he can be very cruel you know. Glenn married my mother when
he was an old man and they made your Uncle Jerry. Glenn made my mother throw
us kids to the dogs.”
Ginny cupped Tamara’s hand again between hers and continued,
“Glenn says he wants to give you an old cabin on a lot next to his
house for your graduation gift. I feel you should take the
cabin, because if you don’t take the cabin, your Uncle Jerry
will. Jerry would take
that cabin and when the old man died, soon I hope, he would sell it
and squander the money.”
Tamara moved her head from
side to side, as she read Glenn’s letter then peered to Ginny “I
remember Grandpa Glenn.
I think I was about five years old when Grandma Cala died and
we visited Grandpa Glenn.
He lives in a big white house on a hill with green grass,
beautiful flowers, and tall evergreen trees. I could see the salt water
from his front porch.”
Ginny acknowledged with a
slight nod, “We spent three weeks in a cabin at their auto camp
across the highway, when your Grandma was in the hospital. We stayed until after your
Grandmas funeral. Glenn
always held you on his lap.”
Ginny squeezed her lips and stared at the tabletop “I never
trusted that old man around you and wondered why he always wanted to
walk around holding your hand all the time. Whenever he took you across
the footbridge to Wolfs old cabin, I always kept a keen eye on you
two. I think that’s the
cabin he gave you, the one Wolf built? Anyhow,……………I want you to
take these five hundred dollars I saved and buy yourself a journal
so you can write down all your experiences from this day on. Also, gas for your car for
the trip to Washington State and back. There should be enough money
left over to last you a few months vacation in Washington
State.” Ginny handed
her the white bulgy envelop with the cash and the journal, then gave
her daughter a long everlasting hug.
For the next two weeks,
Tamara readied herself for her summer stay in Washington State. She said good-bye to all her
friends and family. Her
stepfather Jack was happy to see her leave, now he could lie around
the trailer after work and sit naked in front of the swamp cooler
all night. Since Tamara
would be gone for the summer, Tina allowed Tamara to take Bobbi
during the daytime hours.
The night before her big adventure, Tamara took Bobbi to the
flat rocky bluff that over looked the Colorado river. Tamara sat on the ground
with her legs crossed and folded her hands neatly on her lap as she
watched the waning sun.
She looked down to Bobbi to tell her to watch the top of the
mountain range as the waning sun turned the brilliant blue sky to a
bright scarlet red.
Tamara realized, Bobbi was also sitting next to her with her
own legs crossed and her tiny hands folded neatly on her lap
too. That day with
Bobbi would be Tamara’s first entry in her journal. Tamara loved Bobbi so
much.
The next morning Tamara
packed her belongs in the trunk. She wrapped her journal
between layers of the blanket and stowed it neatly away. Then with the top down on
her shinny little car and wearing a pink big brim straw hat, Tamara
left with the rising morning sun. She drove north from Parker
crossed the Colorado and began the long trip across the scorching
Mohave desert. As she
drove along the long straight two-lane highway, she began to
contemplate what her future might be. When she returned to
Arizona, she felt she should live closer to Phoenix and maybe go to
ASU. But what did she
want to be she wondered, as her little car rambled down the
never-ending road?
Mile after mile, hour after
hour, she drove, and thought about what her future would be. Maybe a nurse, No, being
around sick and dying people did not sound good. A secretary, No, making
coffee and running errands for a fat old attorney or businessperson
gave her a chill. Maybe
if she owned a day care for children, No, if she became to attach to
a child, one day that child’s parents would just show up and take
that child away. Like
Tina did with Bobbi.
Tamara glanced into the rear view mirror and wondered if she
might become a model, No again, she had a pretty face, but the rest
of her; short and squatty body wouldn’t lend itself good for
modeling. By the time
Tamara reached highway 99 and began her long drive north to
Washington State, her mind had drawn a blank. She decided then she will
just have to wait until after her vacation to decide what career she
wanted, so be what may.
Chapter
two
The further north Tamara
drove the cooler the air became. However, the cool air was
still warm enough to keep the top down on the convertible. She stopped at truck stops
along the way to eat and take a little nap and off she drove
again. Every dollar she
saved by not staying in motels, was another dollar earned. She cringed every time she
had to stop for gas, had to pay 26 cents a gallon, and reluctantly
had to remove the dollars from the locked glove
compartment.
Following the map Jack drew;
Tamara turned off highway 99 at Olympia Washington. She began driving up the
winding two-lane highway 101 towards Port Angles. Tamara now realized after
driving for three days and thirteen hundred miles, she would be at
the Travelers Rest Auto Camp Resort in about another hour. When she reached Hoodsport,
the Hood Canal appeared to the right as far as the eye could
see. Unlike the
Colorado River only a few hundred feet wide, the Hood Canal was a
mile or more wide. The
long saltwater Canal had rolling blue waves, white capped with wind
blown spray. A salty
taste to the fresh air tantalized her senses and huge flowering
bushes of every color and fragrance, filled the air as she drove
along the bank of the Canal.
When Tamara reached the old
Travelers Rest Auto Camp Resort, she slowed then turned up the steep
graveled driveway.
Glenn’s driveway was across the highway from the old auto
camp. Instantly she
question if she might have turned up the wrong driveway. The last time she was here,
thirteen years ago, she remembered beautiful flowerbeds, dark green
manicured lawn, and a thriving large garden at the top of the
hill. Today brown dead
weeds and undomesticated brush grew aimlessly around the once
stately white four-pillared house. The old mansion was yellowed
with age and a thick green layer of moss has covered the front edge
of the roof. The wood
shed's roof laid dormant on the ground. The path that led to the
house was barely distinguishable due to the entire path being
engulfed by wild black berry vines, huckleberry bushes, and
weeds. When she
realized a minuscule line of white smoke flowed aimlessly from the
out of place and rusted stovepipe, Tamara reluctantly turned off her
car key. The engine
kept hissing and sputtering, as though the little car wanted her to
turn the key back on so they could leave this forlorn haunting
place. When the engine
finally stopped, Tamara stepped from her car, stretched her arms
high and slowly walked towards the back porch.
The aged timbers creaked from
her weight as she stepped onto the porch and looked around the
neglected property. In
the drive through carport attached to the back of the house, sat a
post war black Cadillac that appeared to have been sitting there for
years. All the tires
were flat and the window glass was covered with a green slime. Tamara lightly tapped on the
paint chipped door; moments passed, so she peered through the doors
dingy window. Her
elderly graying Grandfather sat in a wooden rocking chair, wrapped
in a tattered dark-green army blanket. She pounded hard on the
door.
Sluggishly, Glenn pulled
himself to his feet and keeping balance with his cane, languidly
ambled toward the door.
He looked puzzled when he opened the door and peered at
Tamara, until he saw Tamara’s red hair, then Glenn smiled and
said "Ah…you must be
Tamara…Ginny's little girl.
Come in…come in and sit a spell, I'd love to talk with you."
Cautiously, Tamara followed
Glenn into the dusty dim lit room. Glenn motioned with a frail
wrinkled hand towards a chair “make yourself at home; I rarely have
visitors these days.
Tom up the road picks up my supplies at the first of each
month, when Tom drives to Shelton." Tamara bowed her head and
replied, “That’s a good friend Grandpa. It's been a long time since
I've seen you; we certainly have a great deal of catching up to
do.” Tamara displayed a
sincere warm smile as she raised her head and held out her arms;
"Can I have a hug?"
Glenn smiled with a weak
emotional glow in his sedate eyes and hugged his lovely
Granddaughter ever so tenderly. Then he held his hand
towards an upholstered chair next to his. As Tamara sat, she asked
with inquisitive eyes "Thank you so very much for the log cabin
Grandpa. You
know... I can hardly
wait to get started cleaning.
But… I really
don't understand…why you give your property to
me?"
Glenn casually pushed a wad
of chewing tobacco behind his bottom lip and raised his weary eyes
“I wanted your mother to have it, but she wanted nothing to do with
me or your Grandmother.
I suppose Ginny could never forgive your Grandma Cala for
abandoning her and your uncles…Clint and Gary…when they were all
little. Those poor kids
had to live with their poor old Grandma Edmonds.” Glenn reached out and
grasped Tamara's hand before he continued; “That was long before she
met me." Glenn said
with immense sadness in his wintry eyes.
Glenn peered to the large
dirty front picture window and gazed out over the forgotten
Traveler's Rest Auto Camp.
"I've always liked those kids, but I suppose they blamed me
for their mother's short-comings. When we had your Uncle
Jerry… your Grandma Cala devoted all her attention Jerry, not your
mother. I don't blame
your mother for being upset.
At any rate, I don't want Jerry getting his hands on Wolf's
cabin. He'd." Glenn paused for a moment
then peered deep into Tamara's eyes, "He'd burn it
down!"
Tamara stared at Glenn with
inquisitive blue eyes, “Wolf?
Mom told me something about a little Indian boy you found in
the Olympic Mountains in the Enchanted Valley years ago?"
Glenn’s eyes beamed, "Yes, I
gave Wolf that piece of property because he loved it so much. When he was twenty he built
that cabin…I think back …in…in…around 1926. I still think of Wolf
everyday." Glenn
lowered his graying head and gazed at his lap while he began rocking
back and forth in his antiquated rocker. Then he looked back to
Tamara through his bushy brows, "Wolf has been gone twenty-eight
years now. Sometimes,
late at night…. When
the moon is full…. I
can hear a far off howling from the direction of Lena Ridge. I wonder if…. Oh well, we can talk later
Tamara, I'm sure you want to unpack now.”
"I’ll be here for three
months Grandpa and I’ll take you to town whenever you need
anything. We'll be able
to do a lot of talking this summer and I'd love to hear more about
Wolf. Now…how do I get
to the cabin from here?"
"Oh," muttered Glenn, "There
used to be a walk bridge across Swarts Creek from here. The bridge fell down years
ago. Just drive down
the driveway and turn right, go about six hundred feet and you’ll
see the road to your cabin.
The roads over grown with them small Alders, but your car can
push them down."
Chapter
Three
Tamara turned into the small
barely recognizable over grown driveway and turned off the
engine. She stood on
the front seat and looked over the windshield. She worried if her car could
make it through the little alder tree covered road. Tamara was use to living in
the desert where she could see forever, but her property looked like
a picture of the Amazon rain forest. Green lush underbrush and
moss covered branches of aged maple trees. Abundant ivy grew up their
massive trunks and appeared to search for the sun. A multitude of tall feathery
ferns, swayed effortlessly in a cool breath of
air.
Tediously, she began driving
up the road then sped up, afraid to slow down as her front bumper
knocked over the small alders.
She heard the trees scratching the underside of the car as
she drove up the sightless driveway.
Suddenly, she viewed her
cabins steep pointed cedar roof. She parked next to the
unusual enchanting building.
She gazed mystified at the round cedar turret with a tall
pointed shake roof. The
entire turret was surrounded with large small paned windows and
attached to the main cabin.
The main cabin had a deck that jutted out gracefully over the
creek.
Tamara could not believe the
romantic emotions that spread over her as she viewed her log cabin
for the first time. She
breathed in deeply the fresh scent of giant cedar trees that
surrounded the entire property.
She promptly entered the
cabin through the glass-paned door in the kitchen area. She looked to the right
through a hallway that led to the turret room where a handmade log
table with matching chairs.
In the kitchen, a black and white wood cook stove sat with a
dust covered antique blue coffee pot on top. The little pot had surly sat
idle there for years.
The aroma of the cabin teased
Tamara's petite nose.
She breathed in deeply of the pleasant cedar aroma that still
emitted from the aged logs.
At the far end of the
kitchen, a small hand hued log railings led up to an open loft.
Tamara paused a moment and
lightly ran her fingertips over the smooth railing. She stepped down three steps
into the living room.
She marveled at the round stone fireplace and regarded
dreamily about sitting in the evenings before the warm glow that
emitted from it.
A small room off the living
room contained a large oak roll-top desk. Next to the desk, a small
paned window which looked out over the creek and beyond to the
salt-water cove.
She continued through the den
and through an arched doorway that led to the bedroom. The entire room was built
out of mammoth seasoned logs rich in color. She instantly rubbed her
hand over the rich logs, as she made her way around the room. A tiny-glassed paned door
was at the north end of the bedroom. The door opened out onto a
small private patio and the entire bedroom and deck suspended high
above the creek.
Tamara turned from the deck
and walked back into the room.
She stood at the foot of a large metal bed. The bed had a flat cotton
stuffed mattress with ancient black metal buttons. Above the bed, nailed on the
log wall over the headboard, hung the pelt of a large silver timber
wolf. She moved to the
side of the bed and lightly rubbed a finger across the soft
fur. She listened to
the waterfall that fell and flowed under the room.
Tamara loved her new cabin
and quickly set about cleaning and unpacking. She started a fire in the
wood stove, knowing that the dry wood heat would quickly remove the
moisture from her beloved cabin. After lighting the fire, she
turned on the faucets and was surprised to find she had running
water. The fact mulled
over in her mind, for she was well aware that the cabin did not have
electricity. When she
moved a hand under the running water, she became even more
mystified, when she realized the water had been warmed.
Curiously, she began
following an iron pipe from the sink to the stove to a water tank
and back to the firebox.
She stood back and gazed at the pipe then realized that the
young twenty-year-old Wolf had certainly been ingenious. He was, unquestionably,
someone she wanted to know more about. He had built her lovely
cabin with his own hands and she believed that he had definitely
built it with a lot of love and ingenuity.
That evening Tamara wrote
Ginny a letter that she had safely made the trip and wrote in her
journal. Later she lay
in bed and peered dreamily at the evening full moon light that
shimmered through the small pained windows. Like tiny fairies, the
moonlight danced about the room on the log walls to the board plank
ceiling. Soon her
sleepy eyes fluttered then closed to a wonderful long over due
sleep. Tamara slept
effortlessly through that first night, clueless that her life would
never be the same…EVER!
Chapter four
The next morning, the rising
sun filtered through the many large maple tree leaves that shaded
the cabin. Feeling
marvelous after a good night sleep, Tamara promptly started a fire
in the wood cook stove.
Then after washing off the blue antique coffee pot, she
prepared a fresh pot of morning coffee.
While she waited for the pot
to perk, she sat at the log table in the turret and glanced out the
window. A log outhouse
was built on a small bluff behind the cabin. She smiled when she noticed
the small half moon carved in the solid cedar plank door. She speculated as to how she
would make it to the outhouse on rainy mornings and quickly decided
that it was a small price to pay, to enjoy such a simple pleasant
life. The aroma of the
freshly brewed coffee filled the air and she was ready for that
first cup. She was
amazed how delicious the flavor of the coffee was, perked the old
fashion way. "I should
remember to take this little pot back to Arizona with me at the end
of summer.” She
muttered.
Tamara spent the entire
morning working in the yard.
She cut down all the small wild alders and raked years of the
large fallen maple leaves into great piles. She reminded herself to ask
Glenn when and how she could safely burn leafs.
After noon, as she swept the
deck, she spotted Glenn wadding across the creek. Glenn wore a green pair of
rubber goulashes.
Quickly she leaned her broom against the cabin and hurried
down the embankment to help Glenn cross the slippery rock
bottom. She held one of
his arms and steadied his climb up the embankment. Standing in the front yard
Glenn stopped and glanced around, then turned to the cabin with a
pleased expression.
"Come on Grandpa---I'll make
a fresh pot of coffee and we can sit in the turret and talk."
"That sounds good, my
dear.” Glenn replied as
he followed Tamara into the cabin and made himself comfortable at
the hand made table.
Tamara busied herself with making the coffee.
"Say, Grandpa.” She stuck her head around
the corner and looked into the turret, "how do I get water
here…without a well…a pump…or even with out
electricity?"
Glenn sat taller in his chair
and proudly explained, "Me and Wolf put in the water system. We went halfway up the hill
behind us…" Glenn waved
his arm to the west, "we built a small dam on Swarts Creek up the
ravine. Then…we piped
the water down here.
All done by gravity."
"My…how smart you and Wolf
were. I was shocked
yesterday when I discovered I had hot water. I found the pipe that goes
through the firebox and to the tank behind the wood stove. The water is heated when the
stove has a fire in it, right?"
Glenn smiled and nodded his
head, "Yep."
Tamara entered the turret
with two steaming cups of fresh coffee. After placing the cups down,
she sat down across from Glenn. As they sipped their coffee,
she uttered, "Oh…I forgot.
I wanted to ask you about the Wolf pelt hanging on the wall
over the bed. Are there
wolves in the Olympic Mountains?"
"No…maybe one or two now a
days. The government
put a bounty on the poor fellas and for years men came and shot
them."
Tamara's face wrinkled with
disgust, "That's terrible…those mean men..."
"No…Tamara, in those years
sometimes a man had to do things he didn't like to do. Killing wolves was the only
way some men could earn any money to feed their families. I have even had to kill a
few my self…when times were rough. I thought, back then, I was
helping the government too."
"Is that pelt in the bedroom
one you killed Grandpa?"
"Nope…that's the pelt I found
on the ground the day I found my little Wolf."
Tamara leaned forward and
murmured, "Tell me about Wolf Grandpa. He must have been a very
special person."
A sparkle came to Glenn's
eyes as he began talking about Wolf. "I was hunting for wolves…I
think around 1915. I
crossed over Lena Ridge and down the west slop of Mount Skokomish to
the Enchanted Valley. I
could hear the sounds of a wolf fighting far off in the distance…so
I removed my rifle from my shoulder and headed towards the direction
of the hullabaloo.”
Glenn paused for a moment and peered out the window as he
collected his thoughts from so long ago.
He looked back at Tamara and
cleared his throat then continued, "I came into a clearing and saw a
large Black Bear standing on his hind legs facing a large white
Timber Wolf. That wolf
was backed up to a big old cedar tree and the bear was a swiping at
that wolf with his claws.
Nevertheless, you know, the wolf would not move from that old
tree. I knew that big
Black Bear would easily win the battle against a single wolf, so I
raised my rifle and shot the bear. It was dead before it hit
the ground. …Don't like
to make animals suffer…don't like to have to kill them either. Now a day…things are
different and I'm glad.
I love all the animals.
Anyway, I pointed my gun at the wolf and, Tamara; I tell you
…it was the largest and most dazzling wolf I had ever seen. A light silver with black
tipped fur and the most peculiar pale ice blue eyes. That wolf, well, it just
stood there and stared right back at me.” Glenn stopped and wrung his
furrowed hands.
Tamara sat quietly,
mesmerized by her Grandfather's exhilarating
story.
"Well, Tamara, I just
couldn't pull that trigger.
I lowered my rifle and you know that wolf turned his back on
me and began digging in front of a crack in the trunk of that cedar
tree. After it dug a
bit, it backed away as though he wanted me to look where he had been
digging. When he had
backed away…at a safe distance, I moved to the tree and looked
inside the crack. I
couldn't believe my eyes, inside that old tree… right there,
burrowed into a tight little ball…a wee little Indian boy about
three or so. And, that
young feller was terrified.
I tried to get him to come out and he wouldn't budge. I looked around the area for
a small log I could use to pry open the crack. Nothing worked. Then I spotted a wolf's
pelt…the one hanging over the bed now. I think it must have
belonged to the little guy's father… You know, like a shoulder
robe. It had been all
finished off around the edges…all sewed. Anyway, I took it to the
crack and showed it to the little fella. In addition, you know…by
golly…the moment he saw it, he squeezed right out of that crack and
stood looking at the pelt.
I tell you, Tamara, he had the most beautiful big brown puppy
dog eyes and long eyelashes."
Glenn shook his head back and forth, as though he was viewing
the little Indian boy, for the first time.
Tamara reached out and placed
her hand on his. She
did not want Glenn to loose his thoughts with a lot of chattering
questions and waited for him to continue. "I wrapped the pelt around
him and carried him home.
You know, that Timber Wolf followed me all the way back to
Lena Ridge, before the wolf disappeared into the woods."
Glenn nodded his head,
thinking how even today his experience was a dream or fairy tale,
"When I entered the house your Grandma Cala was so happy with my
find. She pulled open
the fur, saw them two big brown eyes looking back at her, and said,
“Oh…Glenn…someone for Jerry to play with’! But, I told Cala he had a
family probably from the Skokomish Reservation and that I would go
there the next day and see if the tribe was missing anyone."
Glenn leaned back and
guffawed sadly, "Jerry, even back then…that kid…” Glenn downheartedly shook
his head, "Jerry pointed his finger at that little tike and ordered
me to take him out of, HIS, house. He kept yelling…'take it
away…take it away…I don't want it!'"
"Oh…that's terrible…” Tamara
murmured.
"Yep… The next morning I drove my
Model T down to the reservation, the Skokomish…but they weren't
missing anyone. So, I
took the little fella back home. I didn't have any more ideas
where to look. He could
have been a Macaw, a Quinault, or a member of another tribe that I
was not familiar with.
And I didn't want to call the state. I didn't trust what they'd
do with him. So…. I just plain decided to keep
the little tike and if any tribe came a looking for him…well… I'd turn him over. I asked your Grandma what we
should name him and ha, she wanted to call him Timothy. Now, Tamara that just didn't
settle well with me.
Who ever heard of an Indian named Timothy? Nope…I named him after the
Silver Timber Wolf who saved him from the bear. Yep…I named him Wolf."
Tamara gazed at her
grandfather with pleading eyes, "Do you have any pictures of Wolf,
Grandpa?"
"Well…I use to. I had a lot of pictures…some
were really cute. But,
when Wolf died, someone broke into our home and stole all the photo
albums. Now…who you
figure would go and do that…don't make no sense to me…took nothing
but them pictures…hmmm."
Glenn hung his head in sorrow before he continued, "The only
picture I know of … is hanging on a wall in the Loggers Landing
Café…up in Brinnon.
Wolf is standing in front of an old steam donkey holding his
double bladed ax in the picture."
"Good!” She exclaimed. "How about me treating you
to dinner tonight at the Logger's Landing? I'll take my new Polaroid
camera and take some pictures of Wolf for you and me."
***
Later, as they drove towards
the small town of Brinnon, Glenn sat in the passenger seat. He was barely able to look
over the dashboard. He
liked Tamara's red convertible and with the top down, he felt like a
young man again. Glenn
reached across the seat and patted Tamara's arm, "I'm really happy
you came up for the summer, Tamara. This car of yours is really
nice. I like riding
with the top down…sort of makes me feel like a kid again.” Glenn chuckled.
Tamara
smiled sweetly at her Grandfather as astonishing warmth spread over
her. She thought; how
lucky she was to have this precious time with her Grandfather, for
she realized there would come a day when her Grandfather would no
longer be with her. She
murmured with a warm smile “I'm really happy I came here
Grandpa…really happy…"
Chapter
five
Tamara parked in the rutted
parking lot of the Logger's Landing Café. She followed Glenn into the
restaurant and glanced over the dinning area. Hanging from the ceiling,
turn of the century chain saws, handsaws and double bladed axes,
proudly hanging on the walls.
Dozens of aged, framed, black and white pictures of old
logging camps from around the Olympic Mountain range were displayed
too.
Glenn pointed to a picture of
a man standing on a springboard that was inserted into a huge cedar
tree. "That's an old
friend of mine, Sven.
He was killed while topping a Douglas fir…yep…he fell over
one hundred feet to his death in 1928."
Tamara shivered at the
thought---a hundred foot fall---as she followed Glenn to the next
photo. He placed a
quivering finger on a picture of a handsome young logger that stood
in front of an old steam donkey. The young man held a large
double bladed axe.
Slowly Glenn ran his fingertip over the image and sadly said,
"That's my Wolf…God rest his soul."
Tamara leaned close to the
picture to see a young Native American with black shoulder length
hair. He wore logging
boots and his pant legs were cut off just below the top of his
boots. The young man
was very handsome and had a glowing smile. Tamara gazed closer at his
image; it appeared he was smiling only at her. "So…that's Wolf, the man who
built my cabin with his bare hands? He's really cute…Grandpa."
"Yep. That he was…had the silkiest
long black hair I'd ever seen and oh them big coffee eyes…he could
melt anyone's heart with them eyes."
Tamara took four Polaroid
pictures and laid them on the table to develop while they ordered
dinner.
When the pictures fully
developed, she asked Glenn to pick the clearest picture for
him-self. He examined
every photo before he picked the picture he wanted and placed it
safely in his shirt pocket.
After a shrimp platter
supper, they returned home where Tamara dropped Glenn off and drove
to her cabin. She was
tired after a full day, lit a candle, and went straight to her
bedroom. She removed a
photo of Wolf from her purse and pinned it to the wall above the
headboard next to the silver wolf pelt. Then she undressed, slipped
on her flannel pajamas and climbed into bed and snuggled in for a
restful night sleep.
Chapter
Six
In the morning, Tamara awoke,
feeling a little strange as though she had had a mysterious dream or
nightmare. She could
not remember what the dream was or if she actually had a dream.
After brewing a pot of
coffee, she carried the pot to Glenn's house. She sat down and declared as
she filled their cups, "I'm sorry to ask you so many questions about
Wolf, but I have a need to know all that I can about him. I can't explain why I feel
this way…it's just that…well…how did Wolf die?"
Glenn rubbed at his overnight
stubble and uttered with sad eyes, "I don't believe the story they
told me…Wolf just couldn't kill no one, especially a woman." Glenn fell silent for a
moment as he gazed over the old marred table top, then tightly
pressed his lips together and mumbled low, "They hung Wolf from a
maple tree at camp number three on Lena
Ridge…"
"Oh! Oh my God, Grandpa! I can't believe it…why,
that's terrible!" Her
blue eyes flashed with pain and anger.
"Yep---they closed Camp Three
down after they hung poor Wolf. The loggers felt a wolf's
ghost haunted the camp then.
Your Uncle Jerry even moved away. He thought the wolves were
after him."
Surprised, she uttered, "You
mean Uncle Jerry was at the camp when they hung Wolf? I don't understand---why
didn't he stop them?"
"Yep---he was there. He told me he tried to stop
them but they held him back while they hung Wolf."
Glenn, stared blankly at
Tamara, squeezed his hands into fists and yelled in a elevated
voice, "I ran all the way up to Lena Ridge hoping Wolf was still
alive..., when I entered the clearing and saw him hanging from the
tree---I knew it was too late.
His poor body hung as limp as his long black hair. I knelt at his feet and
cried, and then I cut Wolf down and buried him where no one would
ever find his body."
Glenn reached out and
squeezed Tamara's hand as he gazed into her eyes and made a plea,
"When I die…I want to be buried with Wolf. I've written down the
location in my Bible.
Tamara…..could you please do this for your Grandpa? There's
no one else I can trust."
"I will, Grandpa. I promise---but that won't
be for a long…long time.
“Please, tell me more about
Wolf." she pleaded.
Glenn leaned back in the chair took a sip of coffee and
continued. "Well…I
remember times when your Grandma would make cakes---she always made
the batter in a big bowl and used a spatula for mixing. Jerry and Wolf would sit at
this very table and wait for the extra batter. Cala always left extra
batter in the bowl and always gave the bowl to Jerry. Jerry would wipe that batter
from the bowl with his fingers. Wolf, he always got the
spatula…after…Cala cleaned off the extra batter in the bowl. Wolf loved his spatula and
he would always lick that wooden spatula real slow…savoring every
last speck of batter.
Huh…Jerry was different… He'd always finish his first
and complained that Wolf had more than he did. You’re Grandma," He paused
and swayed his head in bewilderment, "she'd take Wolf's spatula away
before he was finished and give it to Jerry. But, you know, Wolf never
did complain…nope...not once."
"Ah…yes… One day I bought a
little blue rowboat for the kids. Sat it on the ground, right
out there," Glenn swung his arm and pointed to a grassy knoll next
to the creek. "I told
the kids I had a surprise for them outside. They beat feet over to that
little blue boat and Jerry climbed right inside the boat and pushed
Wolf away. He told Wolf
he didn't belong here and it was his Dad that bought the boat for
HIM. Wolf put his
little arms around my leg and held on tight as Cala told me, Wolf
was too young for a boat but Jerry might let him ride with him---if
he was a good boy." He
moved his head from side to side. "Wolf never did ride in that
little blue boat."
Glenn fell silent and Tamara felt so sorry for the little
Indian boy.
After a minute Glenn
continued, "When Jerry started school Cala cleaned the auto camp
cabins and did the laundry.
I'd keep Wolf with me at the tackle store and gas pump. Wolf loved all the wooden
fishing lures and loved to hear stories about the rumrunners, from
back in the old days."
Glenn rested his head on his
hands propped-up with his elbows on the table and smiled at
Tamara. "One day, my
friend Sven came for gas, so I told Wolf to fill his tank. Huh! That boy… He must have been
watching me real close what I'd been doing, cause... Wolf just
climbed right up on Sven's hood and removed the gas cap. Then he got down and pumped
the fuel up into the glass container on the top of the gas
pump. He manhandled the
nozzle, climbed right back up on Sven's hood, put the nozzle in the
tank and pulled the trigger and filled the tank. When he finished, he stood
there rubbing his hands together. "Glenn smiled, "And you
know, he looked real proud when I told him he was my number one
man." Glenn fell silent
again.
"Grandpa?"
"Yep?"
"Do tell me more…please."
"You're funny Tamara; these
old stories of Wolf can't be all that interesting." Glenn beamed at his lovely
Granddaughter, thinking she was showing interest in his stories only
out of kindness. Tamara
pleaded, "Oh…no…I think your stories are wonderful, I want to write
them in my journal. I
want to know more about the little Indian boy. He sounds so cute.” Tamara giggled.
"Well…let me see…” Glenn thought for a moment,
then with a big grin.
"By golly…this one might interest you. Wolf and I would often walk
to the Beacon Point Café for lunch. We always sat at the lunch
counter. That little
tike sat on the stool right next to me, his big brown eyes no higher
than the counter top."
Glenn chuckled; "Wolf would pound one of his little fists on
the counter top and say, 'I want a humbugger!' In addition, that waitress
would smile very sweet at the little feller and say, “Why yes,
sir…coming right up."
Tamara envisioned the little
Wolf sitting at the counter and demanding his 'humbugger'.
"When did Wolf start building
the log cabin?" She
asked as she rose from the table and refilled their coffee cups.
"When Wolf was thirteen I
gave him this lot.
Jerry was in the Boy Scouts and Cala and he were always
traveling together to Jamborees and stuff. Cala said we couldn't afford
to send two boys to camp but, Wolf, he didn't mind." Glenn mused over in his
mind, remembering Wolf, “Wolf would spend hours and hours cleaning
and clearing his property.
The first thing he built was the outhouse. I was amazed how he could
build things from logs so easily. He just plain had a natural
knack for building things from the woods. Jerry was real mad that I
gave Wolf a lot, so I gave Jerry his own lot---on the water---the
salt water.
Nevertheless, he wasn't happy with it. He wanted Wolf's and I flat
told him no. He could
build a cabin on his lot, but Jerry didn't like getting splinters in
his hands. He walked
away from me one day muttering that he'd rather pay someone else to
build his cabin. When
Jerry graduated from school, he left home to make the 'big bucks'
and Wolf spent the next four years building his cabin. Wolf also helped me out with
the tackle shop and the gas pump.”
Glenn reached for his coffee
then sipped the cup while his eyes wandered around the room Wolf had
built and collected his thoughts from long ago.
Tamara sat quietly and waited
for Glenn to continue.
Glenn, cleared his throat and glanced at Tamara, “When the
Timber Company began to log Lena Ridge, Wolf went to work for
them. He just loved
working in the woods.
My friend Sven took him under his wing and taught him all he
knew about fallen trees.
The company built a logging camp on top of Lena Ridge, so
Wolf stayed there during the week and spent the weekends at this
cabin."
Tamara smiled pleasantly and
nodded her head. "I can
tell Wolf loved this cabin by the way he built it. You can see how he worked
each log perfectly into place."
"Yep---he really did. Jerry always said that Wolf
got whatever he wanted because he had big brown eyes. But, Wolf, he always, worked
hard for what he had and always with his hands. Anyhow---in the winter of
1935, Jerry came home; he had lost everything…something to do with
the stock market. So,
Wolf, he talked with his foreman and got Jerry a job at the Timber
Company as a cook's assistant.
I tell you…Jerry was very upset that Wolf earned more money
than he did. Jerry
spent his weekends at the camp getting drunk with his new logger
friends. Sometime
they'd go to Eldon and buy themselves some ladies for the
night."
"What?” Tamara jounced her head and
expressed disgust.
"Grandpa! Are
you telling me that that little place next to the Hama Hama was a
whore house?" Her face
immediately turned a bright red as she covered her mouth; the she
peered at him and muttered, "I'm sorry. I mean a house of
ill-repute."
Glenn chuckled and hit the
table with a hand.
"I've heard it all, already. Can't burn these old
ears. But, yep…you're
right. It was a well
known one around back then…a post office during the day and a house
of strumpets at night."
Glenn chuckled.
"The story I heard was Jerry hired a young lady---one of them
harlots, to come to their camp and entertain the men. They were all drinking…'cept
for Wolf…he never drank.
Anyway, they were all taking turns with that lady in the
backroom. Jerry said
when Wolf took his turn---he murdered the girl. The loggers were so mad that
they hung him up like an animal! Right then and there!" He paused as his eyes filled
with tears. "I just
can't believe Wolf would have done that. He was never interested in
women like that.
Whenever ladies came into the store---Wolf always treated
them respectfully…always."
Glenn hung his head and closed his eyes.
Chapter
Seven
Weeks flew by as Tamara kept
herself busy cleaning and working around the cabin. She carved out a flat spot
on the log above her headboard, placed the picture of Wolf in it,
and decomposed it in.
The photo, resin in, should last forever in the log. The she wrote on the photo,
The cabin Wolf built in 1926.
She also placed copies of the photo on the walls in the
living room and the turret room. Tamara was becoming obsessed
with the haunting picture of the handsome young man in the
picture. In a strange
way, she gradually began to feel a burning desire to know Wolf
better. Her heart broke
as she ran her small hands over the smooth dark logs, knowing that
Wolf's hands had once felt the same logs, so many years ago.
Staring at herself in the
mirror one day, she shouted, "Oh my God---Tamara! I’m falling in love with a
ghost." She looked at a
picture of Wolf and decided she had to go to Lena Ridge, to see
where Wolf died. Her
emotions boiled and she now wondered if she was perhaps, going
insane. She must make
the trip to Lena Ridge, she told herself as she walked to Glenn’s
house. She told him of
her plans to go to Lena Ridge and asked if he could draw a map.
Glenn warned Tamara to watch
out for the bears and wolves.
He told her he heard a wolf howling in the direction of the
ridge just the night before.
However, she convinced him she had to go. Map or no map, she WOULD
find the old logging camp on the ridge. She told Glenn she
figured---if by following the old skidder road up the Olympics---she
would eventually find the old camp number three at Lena Ridge. Glenn reluctantly made her a
map and told her if she did get lost---just keep walking down hill
to the east and she would, come out on Highway 101 and would find
her way home from there.
The next morning, after a
fitful night, Tamara hiked up the deficient over grown skidder road
by first light. She
found the remnants of the old road behind the cabin and according to
her map; she knew it lead into the heart of the Olympic
Mountains. As she
continued up the mountain, she wondered how many times, Wolf had
traveled over that very same road.
Hours passed before Tamara
finally came to the first clearing. At once, she began searching
around the meadow and found a large broken rusted pulley half buried
under the sod. She
glanced at her map and determined she was standing in the lower Lena
Ridge Camp number two.
According to the map Glenn drew, at the top of the next
mountain, would be Lena Ridge camp number three.
As she walked along pushing
small trees and brush aside, she felt she was being followed. So she moved on cautiously
and when she passed an old tree stump that had been ripped open by a
bear, she shivered with fright. However, she kept hiking up
in a westerly direction through washed out areas of the original
skidder road; climbing higher and higher up the sweet smelling
Olympic Mountainside.
She heard a movement behind
her and turned to see what was following. She sat down on a fallen log
that crossed the old road and stared back down the hill through the
dense underbrush. She
heard her heart pounding wildly and remained very quiet. Moments passed before she
detected more movement coming up the skidder road. She sprang to her feet and
ran towards the clearing ahead. She pushed over alders and
brush as she frantically ran toward the light of the next
clearing. Somehow, she
felt she would be safe once she reached the wide-open clearing.
Suddenly Tamara broke through
the underbrush and into the clearing. She franticly ran to a
single large maple tree that grew in the middle of the
clearing. She thought
if she climbed the tree, she would be safe from whatever followed
her. She stood
motionless behind the tree and peered back at the old skidder
road. Minutes passed
before she realized her mind had played tricks on her, released a
long pent-up breath, and began to search around the clearing.
The entire clearing of Lena
Ridge camp number three, was blanketed with thousands of wild
flowers and tall native ornamental grasses. Ferns swayed musically back
and forth in the warm caressing breeze while a multitude of tawny
and indigo butterflies fluttered about aimlessly. She breathed in deeply the
awe inspiring fresh air and hugged herself as she spun around in a
circle. "Oh, this is
surely heaven!” She
said in a dreamy voice.
Immediately, she felt
completely at ease and searched further around the clearing for any
signs of the old logging camp.
She discovered some old sun-bleached boards laying on the
ground and an old rusty potbelly stove. She gazed at the old stove
and wondered if it would still work today or perhaps it was too
rusted. Anyway, she
smiled and thought the little stove to be quite attractive and
interesting.
She turned her attention back
to the gnarled old maple tree.
She noticed a large branch that grew weirdly straight out of
its side, twenty feet up from its trunk. She quickly realized she now
stood where the bunkhouse had been---where the girl had died and the
big old maple tree was where the loggers hung Wolf.
Tamara slowly walked towards
the tree, stood under the large branch, and gazed up. Her long red hair whisked
casually around with the warm breeze, as her saddens eyes wept and a
single tear fell to the ground.
Her vision impaired, she
walked across the vast clearing to the edge of the ridge. She wanted to see how high
Lean Ridge was above the creek far below. She inched her way closer to
the edge for a better view, the ground beneath her feet began to
move. Before she
stepped back, the embankment broke free and sent her over the
cliff. Franticly, she
grabbed for anything to hold as rocks fell around her and tumbled
down the high shier cliff and out of sight.
She now found herself hanging
to a root wad with one hand and a loose rock with her fingertips of
the other. Her hands
were about a foot below the top edge of the cliff and her legs
dangled uselessly in mid air.
She realized once the rock came loose, the small root in her
other hand, would not be able to hold her weight. She franticly searched for
something else to hold, but all she saw was the rocky creek bed, a
thousand feet below.
She looked to the top of the cliff and cried out. "Oh God---I'm going to die!"
A large silver Timber Wolf
appeared at the top of the cliff and peered down with icy blue
eyes. Miraculously the
Wolf turned then sat on the edge of the cliff and dangled its long
tail over the cliff.
The wolf let its tail lay next to her hand. Tamara stared unbelievably
at the tail and tried to gather her thoughts. This is impossible, she
mused, its just impossible.
Her voice cracked and stuttered as she incoherently muttered
to the Wolf, "Do…you…want…me…to grab your tail mister Wolf? I…'m…too heavy… We'll both end up over the
edge… To our death” The Wolf lifted its tail then laid it down on
top of her hand. Tamara
realized she must let go of the rock, so she let go and quickly
grabbed the tail by one hand and applied the bulk of her weight on
the small root.
Instantly the root pulled free and she grabbed the tail with
both hands. Struggling,
the Wolf began moving away from the edge, as it dug its long claws
into the firm ground.
It pulled and trudged with all its might. She saw the muscles on his
hind legs flexing as the wolf slowly raised her closer and closer to
the top. When her waist
became even with the cliff's edge---she let go of the Wolf's tail
and grabbed for the tall grasses. Tediously she pulled herself
up and onto the safety of the clearing. Tamara tried to stand but
languidly slipped into unconsciousness and collapsed to the
ground. She now lay
next to the exhausted wolf.
Chapter
Eight
Sluggishly Tamara awoke and
rubbed her aching arms.
She hastily glanced around for the timber wolf. The wolf was gone. A man sat silently under the
old gnarled maple tree.
She rubbed at her eyes and noticed the man was a Native
American with long shinny raven black hair. He looked to be in his early
twenty’s and wore logger's clothing. He looked exactly like the
picture of Wolf that hung on her wall. The handsome young man
smiled pleasantly at Tamara.
"This can't be happening to
me!" She said to
herself as she felt about her arms and legs and yelled, "I'm not
dead! You're
Wolf---you're dead!
What's happening?
Where's the wolf that saved me? Where'd he go?" She spun around and looked
toward the cliff; she could see the disturbed area where the wolf
dragged her up.
“So...that must have really happened.” She
murmured.”
She glanced back over her
shoulder at the man under the maple tree. He slowly rose to his
feet. Tamara marched up
to him stopped a few feet short and stared up into his large puppy
dog brown eyes. The man
continued to smile down at her.
Tamara began to brandish her
head from side to side.
"Oh no---you're dead…"
She muttered, "You've been dead for over twenty-eight
years. Why are you
still a young man? Are
you Wolf? No---you must
be a relative---a look a like----this is a trick----a trick on
me---shame on you!" She
stomped her foot and waited for a reply, but the man remained
silent.
She
moved closer and held a finger to his broad chest. Her hand began to quiver,
she pointed her finger at him and yelled, “Now listen here
Mister---this isn't funny anymore!” Instantaneously she pulled
her hand back, afraid to touch him and stood back in disbelief. Then she sat on the ground,
covered her head with her arms, and began quickly counting one
through ten repeatedly.
When she peeked through her arms, the vision had knelt before
her. "Okay---okay! You win! Just kill me fast!" She screamed, but he simply
gazed deeply into her blue eyes, before he spoke in a manly voice,
“I mean you no harm lovely lady. I helped you and I was just
hoping that maybe you could return the favor." She uttered, “Was that your
wolf that saved me?"
The virile man grinned, “You could say he is my guardian
angel. He lets me use
his body when I need it."
"Then… you are… a ghost---a
real live ghost."
The man laughed and shook his
head smoothly, "No. I
am a real dead person.
When one is dead---they are dead. Still all and all, my sprit
is alive and well. Two
things can never die lovely lady, your spirit, and true love." She sat speechless, "I've
been waiting---for a long time---for your Grandfather. Now, you came along and I
have to wait for you.
It's just not fair."
Tamara’s eyes grew as large
as watermelons, "You mean you can tell how I feel about you?" Tamara felt her heart flip
and her body quiver, "We've… never met…" The man seriously replied,
"Oh but we have lovely lady---in your dreams, always…in your
dreams."
Tamara covered her bashful
face with her hands and peeked through her fingers, the timber wolf
now stood there. His
cool nose touched hers and his ice blue eyes watched her every
move. Then the wolf
licked her cheek then moved to the maple tree where it laid down and
kept a fixed eye on her.
Tamara slowly rose to her feet and muttered, "I must have
been dreaming… but it felt so real." She nervously moved towards
the large wolf, then knelt down in front of him and held the back of
one hand to its black nose.
The wolf smelled her hand and immediately pushed the side of
his snout against her hand.
She buried her long fingernails into the wolf’s thick fur and
began to scratch his neck.
"Thank you, big fella, for saving my life. I truly owe you one."
Tamara stood and began
walking backwards toward the skidder road. When she reached the road,
she turned and walked away, as the wolf stood and began to
follow. All the way
down the skidder road, the wolf followed from a distance. When she reached the cabin,
she opened the door and the wolf ran through the open door. It went directly to the
stone fireplace and lay down, appearing quite contented to be
there.
Tamara quickly lit the
kerosene lantern and set down next to the wolf. She brushed her fingers
through the thick fur on its back. Suddenly a knock on the back
door. Glenn called out
in a fragile voice, "Is that you Tamara? Are you alright?"
"Yes Grandpa---come in but be
careful I have a friend in here."
Glenn cautiously opened the
door and stood in the doorway.
The wolf immediately sprang to its feet, with ears tipped
forward and walked to the kitchen. Tears formed in his eyes
when he saw the wolf and held out his hand to the wolf, "That's the
same timber wolf that saved Wolf from the bear---how is this
possible? Where'd you
find him?"
Tamara followed the wolf
into the kitchen, “Grandpa, you'd better sit down and let me make us
a pot of coffee. You're
going to need some coffee when you hear what I have to
say."
She told Glenn what happened
on Lena Ridge---she left out the part about Wolf’s ghost under the
maple tree. She had
convinced herself during the trip down the mountain she had
experienced only a wishful fantasy.
After she finished telling
her story, Glenn put his arms around the wolf’s neck. He looked at her with
questioning eyes and asked, "Do you think this wolf can come to my
house for the night?"
Tamara giggled.
"Grandpa that wolf can go anywhere he wants. Who's going to stop him?"
Glenn grinned, "Yep…suppose
that's the truth." Then
he stood from the wolf and began backing out the door as the wolf,
stood up and followed.
Excited Glenn bid Tamara a quick goodnight and with the wolf
at his side, softly closed the door until the latch made a
click.
Tamara pulled the coffee pot
of the stove until morning.
Exhausted she wrote the days events in her journal then
extinguished the lantern and went to the bedroom to undress. Before she climbed into bed,
she looked at the picture of Wolf and wished him a goodnight, as she
through him a kiss.
The silver moon glittered
through the large maple tree leaves and into the bedroom. Tamara rolled away from the
moon glow, to the sounds of the Swarts Creek waterfall. Unable to sleep, she lay on
her back and gazed out the glass paned patio door. Then she heard the low
squeaking sound of the little glass paned door as it slowly opened.
She recognized Wolf at
once. She was not
afraid. He stood tall
and motionless in the doorway with the moon at his back, which
filtered through his hair.
At a leisurely pace, Wolf moved slowly into the room and with
eyes fixed on her; he removed his clothing, one item at a time. Then he gradually walked to
the side of her bed and pulled the covers down. Tamara’s milky white body
exposed to the shimmering moonbeams. Casually he reached out and
began, benevolently, tracing one finger down the side of her face
and over her quivering lips.
She was speechless, as she stared mesmerized into Wolf’s
large chestnut eyes.
Ever so gently, he eased
himself onto the bed and lay beside her. He nestled his body to hers
and began to feel her warm body with his long finger. She willed one of her hands
to move at a leisurely pace, over his muscular arms, down his firm
bronzed side and onto his thighs. Little moans escaped her
lips while her body trembled under his passionate finger roaming
over her virgin flesh.
Wolf lowered his face to hers and their slightly parted
mouths met tenderly, touching, and probing one another's starving
lips before they locked together. Their sweltering bodies melt
together as he easily parted her legs with his and sheltered her
body. He gently pressed
his body to hers, which caused little meowing sounds to flutter from
her lips, changing soon to deep wonton moans. Her hips stirred and her
toes curled. Tamara
tightly grasped the back of Wolf’s head and willed him deeper and
deeper…
***
Tamara
opened her weary blue eyes to the morning sun. She abruptly, noticed her
flushed bare body lying uncovered on top the bed. The sheets and blankets were
in disarray and her legs lay lewdly parted. She quickly rose from bed
and slipped on a dark green terry cloth robe. She tied it tightly around
her waist as she hurried, shamefully, from the bedroom to the
kitchen.
Chapter
Nine
Tamara placed kindling in the
wood stove and started the morning fire. While she waited for the
stove to heat, she sat in the turret and watched as a brown and tan
chipmunk scurried from tree to tree. On the skidder road, a deer
with a young fawn grazed peacefully together.
She thought to herself that
living in her cabin was like living in heaven. Then she wondered how she
could possibly live in her little log cabin permanently. Sadly, She moved her head of
tangled red hair from side to side and wished she had known her
Grandfather better years ago.
She glanced at the wall,
stared at the picture of Wolf smiling down at her, and wished it was
still 1932---and she was making coffee for the handsome Native
American logger with the big brown puppy dog eyes.
To clear her mind of Wolf,
she turned on her portable radio and searched for a station with
clear reception.
Ultimately, she found KJR---Seattle---channel 95 and it was
playing; Born Too Late.
She glanced back out the window, thought of Wolf again, and
began to cry. The
resonance of coffee perking over onto the stovetop, stirred her from
her deep and sorrowful trance.
Tamara carefully carried her
pot of fresh steaming coffee across the creek Glenn's house. She stepped onto the rickety
wooden porch and moved tentatively towards the door. Peering in through the door
glass window, Glenn sat in his rocking chair, his graying head
bowed. Beside him sat
the fury timber wolf, with its large head resting on his lap. She watched for a brief
moment while Glenn rubbed affectionately over the wolf's head with a
gentle hand.
Smiling charmingly, she
reached up and tapped delicately on the glass pain before she
entered. After pouring
their morning coffee, she sat next to Glenn and smiled then wished
him a good morning. She
handed him his cup as she kept a guarded eye on the wolf. The wolf watched her every
move through his ice blue eyes.
Tamara asked, "Did you let
the wolf outside last night?"
Glenn shook his head, "Nope,
he slept inside all night…right next to my bed on the floor. Why?"
Tamara, looked at the wolf
with lowered brows, "Oh I just had a dream last night. I thought I heard something
on my deck…it was probably a raccoon wandering around looking for
food.”
Glenn reached out and patted
her hand, "I'm so glad you weren't injured yesterday, young
lady. I'm so happy
you're here and you know…watching you work so hard on your property
makes me…well…I think…I'll do a little yard work myself. It's been a long time due."
"That's great Grandpa. If you want any help just
let me know."
Glenn nodded his head and
replied, "Yep! I just
might do that, I do need my exercise
though."
She smiled at his exercise
comment and informed him of her plans for today, "Today, I think
I'll go to the old log dumping dock in the cove. I think I need to get in a
little sunbathing. I
noticed my skin this morning seemed awfully white."
Glenn chuckled, "That's cause
you're a redhead. The
only thing the sun is going to do for you---is bring out all those
charming freckles. You
be careful you don't get a good burning. It sounds fine though…you've
been working since you got here. Time to relax a little. Don't forget to take a
blanket now…you'll get splinters from that old dock."
Tamara laughed at her
grandfather's prattling as she stood; "I'll mind your words,
Grandpa." Then she
kissed him tenderly on the forehead and walked to the door. All the while, the wolf
followed her with his enigmatic permafrost blue eyes.
"Could you leave the door
open? Just incase our
friend here needs to take a walk.” He reached out and patted
the wolf tenderly on the head.
"Hmmm. That's a good idea. That I'll do…bye bye."
"Bye. Have a good time and mind
that sun now."
Tamara left the door open and
returned to her cabin.
She changed into her bathing suit, grabbed a blanket and
strolled down the driveway then carefully crossed highway 101. She followed the narrow path
that led to the cove and stepped prudently out onto the thick
timbered pier that extended one hundred feet out into the water of
Triton Cove. She laid
out her blanket at the end of the pier. Dressed in her bathing suit,
she laid on the blanket and fondly gazed out over the cove towards
the old auto camp.
There were a few old cabins that still stood on the
shore. The antiquated
tackle store, where Wolf worked with Glenn still remained. She visualized Wolf as a
small child as he crawled up the hood of Sven’s old truck and filled
the gas tank, while Glenn and Sven proudly watched the little boy do
his work.
She turned on her stomach and
stared out over the dazzling waters of Hood Canal while the
brilliant sun gradually warmed her body. She pondered in her mind as
she watched graceful white capped waves progress across the
water. Had Wolf ever
rowed a boat out into the middle of the enchanting sapphire
canal? Her eyes grew
tired.
Tamara felt two large hands
massaging the back of her shoulders, startled, she rolled to her
back to come face to face with Wolf. His long hair flowed down to
her breasts. His large
chestnut brown eyes gazed ardently into hers while he leisurely
intertwined his long dark fingers with hers. Casually he lowered his
smooth lips to hers as a tiny murmur escaped Tamara.
Wolf released one of her
hands, their lips mutually joined and their tongues taunted hotly
the interior of each other's mouth. He freely pulled down the
front of her swimsuit, which exposed her rosebud nipples to his
bronzed chest. She slid
her free hand to the small of his powerful back and pulled him
eagerly to her. She
closed her eyes and plunged into the pleasurable moment of lustful
bliss.
Abruptly Tamara opened her
eyes to the screeching sound of a hungry seagull that flew
gracefully overhead.
She quickly sat up and found her breasts exposed. Quickly, with trembling
hands, she pulled up her top and glanced instantly along the
shoreline. She hoped
she had not been seen.
Tramping in a huff to her
cabin, she muttered, "I can't take this much longer. He is driving me crazy. How can I be in love with a
ghost…a spirit…whatever?
He is dead...
Dammit…Tamara…he's dead!"
She flung open the door and
stomped into the cabin.
She threw her blanket on the floor, and then marched up to
Wolf’s picture. She
pointed her finger at the photo and angrily said, "If you don't
knock this off Mister…I'm going to leave! I mean it!" Then with lowered brows and
tightly pressed lips, she placed one hand on each side of the
picture frame. She
leaned closer to the photo of Wolf, her face softened, "The least
you could do Mister…is finish what you
start.
She wrinkled her nose at the
photo then quickly dressed.
She started her car and drove right to Glenn’s house. She told him she was driving
to Brinnon to the Loggers Landing and she wanted to---maybe make a
friend---hopefully, a nice young man. Glenn smiled as he nodded
his head and wondered what happened on the dock to get his little
redhead Granddaughter in such a snit.
As she sped north towards the
diminutive town of Brinnon with the top down on her car, she let her
long red hair flutter freely in the warm summer wind. The sound of the cars
exhaust, muffled by the thickly tree lined highway, made her feel
invincible as she traveled freely along the narrow winding
road. Soon she reached
her destination, slowed her car, and turned into the rutted dirt
parking lot. For a
moment, she sat in the car and gazed at the Loggers Landing, the old
building looked different during the daylight hours. It was half-falling down and
covered in weathered old barn planking. She wondered just how much
longer that old building would last.
Tamara ordered their chicken
special and a coke. She
noticed two young men watched her from the far end of the room. She could tell they were
loggers by the clothing they wore. One man stood from his table
and sauntered towards her, poking small holes in the wood floor with
his corked boots.
Assuredly, the young man
stood next to her table, ginned with snow-white teeth, and said,
"Hi, my name is Sam.
Haven't seen you around here before…you a tourist?" The tall blond man let his
blue eyes tread over her body freely.
She smiled at the nice young
man and replied, "No. I
live at Triton Cove on the Mason Jefferson line. At least for the summer."
"Great. I'm very glad to meet
you. You know…I was
going to bid on some property down your way. Do you live anywhere near
the old auto camp?"
"Yes, my Grandfather used to
own it. I live across
the highway in a log cabin on Swarts Creek. Oh…by the way, my name is
Tamara. I'm glad to
meet you too, Sam."
"The feeling is mutual. There's a section of timber
up on Lena Ridge I want to log. Have you ever been up
there?"
"Why yes. In fact, I was just up there
yesterday. My
Grandfather made me a map."
She enthusiastically replied.
"Well…I'll be darn. I can't believe my luck
Tamara. You know
loggers around here won't even bid on that section…they say it's
haunted by a timber wolf…isn't that a gas? I can buy that claim for
fifty cents a thousand…just because of some old superstition." Sam put his hands on the
tabletop and gave Tamara a friendly wink.
Her heart skipped a beat at
the handsome young man and uttered shyly, "I can take you to Lena
Ridge, Sam. Just let me
know when you want to go."
"Hmmm…fantastic, you’re a hot
chick, how's about next Wednesday... at nine in the morning? It'll be a fun day…I promise
you."
Tamara nodded her head
ardently and beamed at Sam’s hot chick
remark.
Abruptly Sam stood back from
the table and displayed his perfect white teeth again. He gleamed, somewhat arcane,
into her cheerful blue eyes.
Sam reached up smartly and snapped his red suspenders against
his chest with his thumbs.
"I'll get out of here now and let you eat in peace. Anyway, my brothers are
waiting for me outside in my truck. I'll see you next Wednesday
at nine o’clock sharp."
Tamara smiled and simply
nodded her head as Sam backed out the door. He peered back at her with a
sheepish grin. Then he
turned away as Tamara gave him a small finger wave. She watched as Sam and his
brothers drove away in Sam’s new black pickup truck. The truck had numerous
orange and yellow chainsaws piled in the box.
On her way home, she was
pleasantly excited and in a hurry to tell Glenn all about the nice
young logger friend, she just met. In addition, excited to
write about Sam in her journal.
Chapter
Eleven
That evening, Tamara went to
bed early. She lay for
a long time gazing at the log walls, as the moon's glow illuminated
them through the patio door.
She mulled over thoughts of Sam and there up coming meeting
for the following week.
In minutes, she drifted into a profound sleep.
Later, her eyes quickly
opened and she lay very still and listened closely. The noise came from another
part of the cabin. It
sounded as though someone was walking around the cabin. She remained quite and
still, as she tried to distinguish the sounds. Then another sound from the
patio and a scratching noise, as though someone was trying to open
the door. Someone was
watching her she thought; maybe Wolf was here and couldn’t open the
door.
Determined, she sucked in a
deep breath, rose straight up in bed, and peered directly at the
patio door. There was
nothing, nothing but the morning sun filtering through the
window. However, the
noises continued, so she eased her feet off the bed and stood up
while she keep a guarded eye on the door and moved her eye downward
to the bottom panes.
Tamara giggled at the little raccoon bandit, as it scratched
at the bottom of the door.
With a smile on her face, she left the
room.
While she sat in the turret
and waited for the coffee to perk, she glanced up at Wolf's picture
and snickered, "What's the matter, Mister? You didn't pay me a visit
last night…How come?"
She leaned her head back,
peered up at Wolf’s photo again, while she combed her fingers
through her long hair, and muttered, "Afraid of a little
competition…Mister? Are
you afraid of Sam, a real person?" Then she giggled, “Are you a
raccoon now, mister smarty pants?”
***
The week passed by
quickly. Spending time
with Glenn in the mornings, working in her yard during the day,
while Glenn worked cleaning his yard. She planted pink carnations
in the flower box Wolf built on the outhouse wall. Glenn painted a little
two-story birdhouse he had built years ago, that sat nestled in the
middle of his, now weeded, large flower garden. The timber Wolf could always
be seen lying close by in the area that Glenn worked. The wolf was contented under
a shade tree next to the creek where he could also keep watch on
her, while she toiled in her own yard. Tamara wanted to make a good
impression to her new logger friend.
The evening before her
meeting with Sam, Tamara laid in bed and tried to visualize Sam
standing at the foot of her bed. He would gaze down on her
with his lovely blue eyes.
But the vision of Wolf standing there was over whelming and
she yelled out, "Not fair!
Not fair, at all Wolf!
You're dead---Sam is not! Please, Wolf---leave me
alone." Angrily she
flopped on her stomach and covered her head with the pillow, then
eventually fell into a restless nights asleep.
The big day with Sam was
here and Tamara was up at first light, sat in the turret, and
anxiously waited for him.
Nine o'clock came and went, and then nine thirty passed. She started to think Sam was
not coming. At nine
forty-five, Sam’s shinny black pickup truck sped up the
driveway.
Sam glanced at the logs of
the log cabin, as he jumped from his truck and left the keys in the
ignition. The moment
Sam spotted Tamara walking his way with a smile; he began,
haphazardly, apologizing for being so late. He claimed he encountered a
problem with his Dosewalip crew. Then he smiled, "Better
late, than never.
Right?”
Tamara accepted his apology
then showed him around her beautiful little cabin. He followed her around the
property, but he never showed any interest in anything. Tamara felt Sam was not
impressed, probably because he worked with logs all the time. He acted as if he was in a
hurry, so she cut the tour short when Sam abruptly told her he was
running late. They
needed to get started for the trip to Lena Ridge and for her to lead
the way.
As they wandered up the
skidder road, Tamara felt a strange uneasiness, like she was being
watched again. She was
not frightened like the last time she walked this way. No, this time she had a
strong logger friend to protect her and she felt safe. When they reached the
clearing at the Lower Lena, Tamara suddenly stopped and Sam
accidently bumped into her.
The protruding bulge pushed against her butt and she quickly
started walking faster. Tamara become nervous now and
could feel Sam's hungry eyes as they starred at her butt.
At noon, the young couple
stood in the lovely wild flower covered Lena Ridge. Tamara wrapped her arms
around herself, turned around gracefully and murmured, "Well here we
are Sam. Isn't this the
most beautiful place on earth?"
Sam snickered with an evil
grin, "It sure is. It's
a perfect place to eat beaver!"
Sam grabbed Tamara’s breast,
he squeezed hard, then licked his lips and said. "You're going to get a mouth
full of me right under that big old maple tree!"
Instantly, she shoved him
backwards and yelled.
"What are you doing Sam?” I've never had sex and I'm
not interest in you that way.
How dare you bring me up here under false pretenses?" Then Tamara stomped her foot
and lowered her brows.
Sam's eyes protruded out and
his face became fiery red.
"Listen mutton head…you let me know you wanted me back at the
restaurant the other day.
You are just miffed because I did not oblige you at the
time. Now…I'm ready and
I don't give a shit whether you've done it before or not. After all, you invited me up
here. So…bitch…I'm
Cuming in you today!"
Tamara's eyes filled with
fear and she quickly looked for an escape. Sam immediately reached out
and grabbed her arms and forcibly held them to her sides, to keep
her from running away, "Hey, hey…there bitch. You're not going any
place. You might as
well get undressed right now.
There is no way you can out run me in the woods; I grew up in
the woods. If I have to
I'll run you down---I'll ruff up that pretty little face before I
dive unrelenting into your untouched beaver too!" He Leaned close to her
terrified face and murmured low, "Got that bitch?" Then Sam momentarily
released his tight grip.
Tamara instantly ran to her
left then dodged back to her right and ran around Sam toward the
safety of the skidder road.
Sam stood for a moment and
shook his head side to side, "I guess you want it rough” He chuckled
repulsively then mumbled again, "really rough." As fast as a fleeing dear,
Sam chased after Tamara.
She ran back and forth between the alders as they slapped
hard against her arms and face, as she franticly ran down the road.
Sam ran violently, straight
through the alders pushing them effortlessly down as he cussed words
at her. Halfway down
the old skidder road to camp number two, he caught her by the hair
and violently threw her into a moss-covered stump. She quickly curled into a
ball and clamped her knees tightly against her chest. Tears streamed from her
terrified blue eyes as her body shivered uncontrollably.
Standing over her, Sam
immediately kicked off his boots and socks, then his pants and shirt
and threw them at her.
Then he reached down at his sides and pulled off his soiled
T-shirt, yellowed under the armpits. He peered at her through his
silted eyelids and banefully rubbed his penis though his underwear,
while he ran his thick white-coated tongue over his lips. Bending, he slid his under
shorts down and kicked them aside. He took his enlarged penis
in his hand and laid it out on the palm of his other. As though Sam was stroking a
weasel, he stroked the top of his hideous penis with his free
hand. "Now, bitch, I'm
not telling you twice…get your damn clothes off! Spread your legs---I'm ready
to do some beaver diving---right now!"
Tamara trembled as tears
streamed down her face.
She tried to will herself to disappear into the rotted stump
behind her. Sam
continued to stroke the top of his penis, making his penis rapidly
grew then turn a horrid dark shade of purple. His eyes protruded banefully
from his twisted perverted face while he moved closer to her. Then laid his now hard penis
on the top of her head and muttered in a heinous voice, "You know
you want this bitch."
All the while he continued, stroking and pushing his penis
down hard against the top of her head. Like a snake, his eyes
rolled to the back of his head. Only the whites of his eyes
showed as he inhaled a deep long breath and struggled himself, not
to lose it. He didn’t
want to loose it until he punished the bitch for running away. In his twisted mind, he
figured the bitch was do a good hurting from him, a good hard
one! Sam released his
breath slowly. His eyes
returned to normal when suddenly, he felt something wet on the end
of his nose.
Sluggishly, his vision
cleared and he found himself looking directly into two large ice
blue eyes. The timber
wolf stood eye to eye with him on top the old stump Tamara was
cowering near. The
silver wolf was strong and mighty, with eyes great and wide, that
sparkled like brands of fire.
A mouth great and wide, with most sharp and cruel teeth. A huge body and hideous
clawed paws. The long
gristly hair on its back arched high. Sam jumped back and the wolf
leaped to the ground over Tamara’s head and shielded her from her
rapist. Terrified, Sam
walked backwards away from Tamara and the wolf. His once hard penis, hung
like a wet noodle. He
looked at the wolf’s long stride, by the look of the wolf’s powerful
lengthy muscular legs; Sam realized he could never out run the
stealthy wolf.
When the wolf dribbled saliva
down its massive fangs, Sam, spun around and clambered up a fir tree
naked. He went up the
tree faster than grease lighting, not feeling the pain the tree's
outlying bark caused on his penis as it scraped the rough and pitchy
exterior all the way to the top. With his bare arms and legs,
he hung onto the top of the fir tree. Sam was now perched a
hundred feet above the ground.
His yellow urine streamed down his legs and trickled to the
forest floor below.
Tamara stood to her feet and
faced the wolf, her eyes told the wolf how grateful she was, then
she briskly began gathering up Sam's cloths. Carrying his cloths in her
arms, she ran down the old skidder road towards the safety of home.
The wolf nonchalantly walked
to the tree Sam was perched in and lifted its leg and left its mark
on the tree, then quickly followed Tamara down the
hill.
On the way down the mountain,
Tamara stuffed Sam's clothes into a hollowed out tree trunk. She snickered to herself, as
she covered the opening with moss. When the wolf passed the
hollowed trunk, he lifts his hind leg on it
too.
When Tamara arrived safely
back at the cabin, she promptly retrieved a box of sugar from her
cupboard. She hurried
to Sam’s trunk and poured the entire contents into his brand new
truck gas tank.
Later Tamara and the wolf sat
quietly in the turret and waited for Sam to return. Naked Sam dashed out of the
woods, from the old skidder road and around the cabin. He opened the driver's door
to his truck, jumped in, and sped away.
Tamara, laughed aloud,
wrapped her arms affectionately around the wolf. Then she kissed the top of
the wolf’s head, "I wonder how far down the road Sam's expensive new
truck will get---not far, I hope! Hehehehehe"
Chapter
Twelve
Tamara and Glenn now left
their doors open a crack at night and let the wolf sleep wherever it
wanted. Most nights the
wolf would stay with Tamara, at the foot of her bed on the floor,
until she fell asleep.
Then wondered to Glenn’s house where it would get on his bed
and lay next to him until the morning light.
That night Tamara woke,
opened her lazy eyes slowly, and gazed into Wolf's begging big
eye. He sat on the bed
and smiled down at her.
She quickly set up in bed, leaned back on the headboard,
pointed her finger at Wolf, and said, "If you think for one minute,
you're going to make love to me now Mister---you've got another
think coming. I'm in no
mood for that kind of stuff right now."
Wolf benevolently placed his
hand on top of hers while his facial expression grew solemn. With his other hand, he
lightly reached up and moved his hair to the back of his shoulder,
"I'm not here for that, I seriously need to talk to you about those
favors you owe me."
Tamara dipped her head
knowingly and replied, "Yes---I do owe you Wolf. I owe you big-time. I'll try to do whatever you
ask." Wolf smiled, "I
need to set the records straight about what happened the night they
hung me on Lena Ridge."
Tamara lowered her brows and muttered, "I don't believe you
killed that poor girl and neither does Grandpa. If you were that kind of man
you would have killed Sam."
Wolf nodded his head as his eyes softened, then quickly
expressed concern, "Well, lovely lady, Jerry is coming to visit his
dad next weekend. I
just want you there as a witness when I convince Jerry to tell Glenn
the truth. After
that… I only need one
more little thing.”
Tamara quickly answered, "Yes?” Wolf raised his eyes and
peered at the wolf pelt, "I need you to take that wolf pelt to the
Quinault Indian Reservation and give it to my nephew Pierce. Pierce can explain to my
ailing mother what happened to me and dad many years ago before she
passes away.” Wolf
squeezed Tamara's hand and gazed deeply into her large blue
eyes. "Do this for
me---so I can rest in peace…and…I'll be out of your life
forever." Tamara
quickly pulled her hand away, "But, I don't want you out of my life
Wolf, I love you Wolf.
Really I do!"
Wolf smiled, "And…I love you
too lovely lady.
However, I'm dead---you're not. You'll just have to trust
me. I promise
you---there will be a happy ending---it's already written."
Tamara slid down into the bed
and opened the covers, "Please Wolf…lay with me now. I need to hold you close, I
love you so---I truly wish---I was dead too." A lightning bolt illuminated
the room and the thunder that followed, trembled the cabin as he
removed his clothing then lay next to her and wrapped his
strong-bronzed arms around her wonting body. He laid his head on her
shoulder, drew in deeply the fragrance of her lovely hair, and
whispered. "It's not
what you think, being dead my lovely lady. Living is, will be, far
better, you just have to wait and see. Trust me, I promise you
this." Together in each
other’s arms, they fell asleep as rain drops fell on the maple tree
leafs and drizzled down to the cabin roof and she murmured, “It’s
dripping rain, I love the sound of dripping rain on my
roof.”
Tamara awoke and instantly
sat up in bed. She was
confused; Wolf was still there beside her. She listened to his slow
even breathing and wondered why Wolf was still in bed. The morning sun sent its
brilliant rays over the snow capped Cascade Mountain range, as
Tamara pulled the covers down and exposed Wolf's magnificent bronzed
body. Her eyes moved
from his long black hair to his handsome distinctly chiseled
face. She gazed at his
chest as it rose and fell to the rhythm of his breathing. She let her eyes wander down
to his lean waist and onto his thick muscular thighs, then down to
the calves of his legs and to his feet. Quickly she noticed his
toes; the large toe on his left foot appeared to have been cut down
the middle, right through the toenail.
Tamara reached down, touched
the ugly scar with her finger, and awakened Wolf. He opened his sleepy eyes
and gazed intently up at her, she asked in an inquisitive way, "What
happened to your big toe, Wolf?" Wolf drew her to him and
held her tenderly, their naked bodies entwined. Wolf gazed over her shoulder
and out the patio door towards the morning sun as it flittered in.
"I whacked it in half when I was sixteen…when I tried to spilt a
fallen cedar with my double bladed ax." Tamara wrinkled her nose,
"Ouch! That must have
hurt! You poor
thing.” “ Yep. Pretty much, but your
Grandfather wrapped it up right away and now I have eleven
toenails. Makes me
somewhat special, huh?
Least that's what your Grandfather told me."
Tenderly Wolf kissed the top
of her head and smiled toward the patio door, "You know… there is
this one thing I wanted to do to my cabin before I died…” Tamara pulled back from
Wolf’s embrace and looked into his eyes, "What… What did you want to
do?" He let out a sigh;
"I wanted to put pretty colored glass in the window panes of the
patio door. Then, I
would wake up to the beautiful colors every morning." She wrapped her arms around
his neck and loved him for his romantic gentleness.
The sound of many birds
chirping after the morning rain woke Tamara. She found her arms wrapped
tightly around her soft pillow.
Later that morning, Tamara
sat with Glenn and told him of her experience with Sam, the day
before. Without leaving
out any details, she told him how the timber wolf saved her from
Sam. Glenn rubbed the
fur between the wolf's ears as she told her story. The wolf gazed up at her
with a contented look.
Tamara took another sip of
coffee then looked to Glenn with inquisitive eyes and nonchalantly
asked, "Did Wolf ever cut one of his toes in half?” Surprised, the wolf's ears
popped up and Glenn quickly questioned with a puzzled look, “Where
in the world did you hear that story, Tamara?” Tamara's eyes fluttered
around the room as she stumbled for the right words, "A… Well…I think I heard it from
Sam…yes…that's it. From
Sam…I'm pretty sure."
Glenn slowly moved his head
from side to side then lowered his bushy white brows and put his
fingers to his forehead.
He looked out the window towards the old tackle store, "Your
Sam guy must be related to an old customer of mine." Glenn turned back to Tamara,
his expression relaxed and said with raised brows, "It's a small
world isn't it?"
Tamara glanced at the wolf;
She realized her enigmas must remain inside her head and winked at
the wolf.
***
That evening, Tamara worked
in the yard when she noticed an extraordinary looking moss-covered
stump. It rather looked
like a fuzzy green mushroom, about two feet high, with a half
rounded top. She
removed a thick two-inch deep layer of moss from the top of the
stump and discovered it to be a hand-chiseled piece of half round
wood. The top piece sat
on top a smaller slightly bent stump. Fastidiously, she removed
all the moss that covered the wood object then stood back to see a
wood perfectly hand carved mushroom. Amazed, she clapped her
hands at her find and briskly searched around the property until she
had uncovered five more carvings. All the wooden mushrooms sat
in particular areas that surrounded the cabin. One above the creek where a
person could sit and gaze down at the waterfall. Another near the driveway
where someone might wait for an expected guest and others on old
paths and under out branched trees.
Tamara thought the mushrooms
adorable and let her mind travel back far into the past. Her mind saw Wolf as he
chipped away at the cedar rounds with his double bladed ax. She wondered if making those
cute little mushrooms was how Wolf spilt his big toe in half.
Chapter
Thirteen
The following Saturday Tamara
sat on a mushroom in the front yard. She watched a brown and tan
squirrel as it dashed around the ground and up a huge green
tree. Its cheeks
bulging full of seedlings and ears like the wolf. Tamara remembered back in
Parker and how she loved watching ground squirrels carry their food,
from the Sonora cactus to their underground burrows. She decided in Washington
State, the squirrels must live in the trees. If they had a burrow in the
ground, where it often rained, their homes would surly fill with
rainwater.
Unexpectedly, a blue corvette
pulled in the driveway and into the yard. A tall older man with long
hair stepped from the car.
He wore a black tank top tee shirt and his stomach appeared
like a large balloon.
As the man tramped her way, she read the writing on the front
of his shirt---Bertha Has Balls--- her stomach soured with
disgust. He held out
his dungy wrinkled hand, "Hi.
I'm Jerry…Glenn's kid…you must be Tamara…Ginny's daughter?"
Tamara kindly shook Jerry’s
hand with a smile. She
noticed Jerry’s dull blood-shot eyes. They scanned her body from
top to bottom.
"Yes. I'm glad
to meet you, Jerry."
She replied, as she tried to keep a pleasant voice. Jerry stood back and glanced
around the property, "This damn place hasn't changed a bit. If I had my way…I'd burn
this crap off my property.”
“ No…Not this
piece.” Tamara yelled
back, “Grandpa gave me this property and I absolutely love it
here. I thought Grandpa
gave you a lot on the water…one with its own water front and
tidelands?” Jerry
snickered as he lit a Camel cigarette then threw the flaming match
on the ground. "All
this property should be mine!
My old lady told me so!" Jerry stared at Tamara with
squinted eyes, "I'm Glenn's only son you know. Wolf, with his big brown
eyes always got what he wanted. My Dad bought me a little
blue rowboat and that damn Wolf thought Glenn bought it for
him. What a
dip-shit! He always
followed Glenn around making brownie points with those God damned
big turd-eyes!"
Jerry turned and walked
away. He dashed around
the outhouse and relieved himself against the back wall. He waddled back around the
building zipping up his pants and pointed his finger at her, "You do
know your property line stops ten feet from the front of your
cabin…don't you?"
"No it dose not." Tamara yelled and placed her
hands on her hips.
“Grandpa told me my property went to that fir tree across the
creek." She pointed at
the tree, "You can see where Grandpa notched it." Jerry turned around in a
huff and glanced at the tree.
Then he kicked at the ground with one of his white deck
shoes, turned back to her, and uttered rudely, "Oh…that's bull
shit! That old man
doesn't know his ass from a hole in the ground!" Jerry spit on the ground.
Disturbed at her rude uncle,
she planted her hands firmly on her hips and stomped closer to
him. She stared up into
his face with angry frosted blue eyes, "Now…you listen to me Jerry,
I happen to love my Grandfather!” Jerry's mouth dropped in awe
at the redheaded spitfire.
How dare her speak to him with
hostility.
Tamara stepped around Jerry
and grabbed a hatchet from the tool-shed wall. She turned back to him and
held the hatchet over her head. Jerry’s hands flew up for
protection and he began treading backwards towards his car. Tamara yelled, "I love my
Grandpa and I love Wolf, but I don't have to even like you and I
don't! Now…you get off
my property!" She waved
the hatchet at him again.
Jerry quickly jumped over the car's door, into the open
convertible, started the engine and sped out of the driveway.
Tamara sat back on the
mushroom and watched Jerry's car burn rubber on the highway. At high rate of speed, the
blue Corvette, screamed up Glenn’s driveway. The car Skidded to an abrupt
stop and Jerry quickly got out and slammed the door. He glared irately across the
creek at Tamara, then flipped her the finger. He glanced once again as he
scrambled to Glenn's house, entered without knocking and slammed the
door shut.
Tamara was not sure if Glenn
had the wolf inside.
She remembered what Wolf had told her, she greatly feared for
Glenn’s safety now.
Jerry appeared to be an unstable person. She had no idea what Jerry
would be capable of doing to Glenn. She instantly stood from the
mushroom and ran across the creek, across Glenn's driveway and
straight into the house, leaving the door open.
Jerry was walking in circles
in the middle of the living room and throwing his arms above his
head as he pointed his finger at Glenn. When Tamara burst through
the back door, she heard Jerry screaming, "That daughter of Ginny's
is a real bitch! You
know that, don't you, Glenn?
Why in the hell did you let that redheaded bitch move out
here? Just because of
your damn stupidity…now…I cannot enjoy my property when you are
dead. You damn old
man. I should have you
committed to the nut house!"
Glenn hung his head as Tamara
stomped into the living room and planted herself between Glenn and
Jerry. She pointed her
finger at Jerry and angrily told him, "You piece of shit for a man,
you leave my Grandpa alone!
I can't believe Wolf had to grow up with the likes of
you!"
The room instantly became
silent. Tamara lowered
her light eyebrows and narrowed her piercing eyes at Jerry, “I know
what happened on Lena Ridge.
It all makes perfect sense now!" Glenn raised his head and
looked up at her. "You…
killed that poor little girl!
Not Wolf! You're
a damn murderer!"
Jerry shook his head no and
squinted his eyes at Tamara, "You better be careful what you say
bitch. That damn Indian
strangled that whore with his dick…everyone knows that. That is why they hung that
dip shit. I watched
those loggers cut off his dick before he died, too!"
"No! That's not true! That girl was already dead
when you and your friends pushed Wolf inside her room. You were the last one in the
room. You killed the
girl and blamed it on Wolf…just because of your jealousy of
Wolf. You good for
nothing…sick disgusting shit head." Tamara's words left her
mouth before she realized what she had
said.
Jerry's anger turned to rage
and he pointed at her and screamed, "You shut your mouth you snippy
redheaded bitch! If you
spread that damn lie around here… I will have your stinking
ass thrown in jail. Now
you get your butt out of my house, before I kick it the hell
out!" Jerry pointed at
the door, his rage was so out of control that the veins in his
forehead bulged out and turned a dark purple. Suddenly Jerry took a large
step towards Tamara while clinching a fist. She stood her ground. Before Jerry could throw a
blow, a deep low guttering sound came from the open back door.
Jerry's eyes darted towards
the sound and immediately focused upon the large silver timber
wolf. The wolf crouched
inside the doorway with his shoulders arched high; its ears slanted
forward, its long snout close to the floor. It slowly inched its way
toward Jerry, its deadly eyes fixated only at him. Cautiously Jerry moved
backwards across the living room. The wolf moved forward. The animal took one long
stride at a time until Jerry’s body was flat against the living
room's far wall.
Jerry froze in place against
the wall. He held his
hands down to his sides.
The wolf stood on its hind legs, placed his large paws on
Jerry’s shoulders, and stared down into his now stark-white
face. The wolf’s ice
blue eyes pierced Jerry's soul. The wolf opened its mouth
and exposed its curled fangs while the white saliva dribbled down
the front of Jerry’s, woman beater tank
top.
Suddenly a foul odor
enveloped the room. A
dark black substance ran down Jerry's legs and dripped onto his
white deck shoes. "G...
e…t…hi… off me," Jerry stuttered. "Please…get…him….off
…me!" Tamara covered
her nose from his stench and demanded, "When you tell the
truth. You better start
talking right now, or that wolf will tear your throat out with one
bite!" The stench of
Jerry was so over powering she had to turn
away.
"Okay…okay…you're
right…that's what happened…just like you said. But holy crap! How would you know? All the guys up there that
night…they figured it was Wolf…they believed me when I told
them…how'd you know?"
Immediately the wolf pushed
off from Jerry's shoulders, backed up next to Tamara and sat down;
but it kept a guarded eye on him.
Jerry began to bawl and
stammer his words as mucus ran from his huge red nose, "I didn't
know how else to… get rid of him. He would not go away. He liked it here…he liked my
Dad… His old man… was
dead. Mom said it was
not fair either… everyone liked Wolf, not me. I was a good boy too…it
wasn't fair…it wasn't my fault…I have brown eyes
too."
Neither Glenn nor Tamara said
a word as Jerry confessed his crime, before he quickly rushed out,
got in his car, and sped away.
"It's all my fault," Glenn
muttered, "I should have looked harder for Wolf's family when I
first found the little feller.
I believed God sent Wolf to me. You know…I really loved that
little guy." He backed
up from her and wiped at his teary eyes, "I always knew Jerry and
Cala were jealous of Wolf…but never…did I think they hated him so
much. How could anyone
hate a little boy like that?"
Then he lowered his head and slowly moved it from side to
side in bewilderment.
"You know, Tamara, Wolf never hated anyone or anything. He would even feed the wild
raccoons that came begging at his door…night or day, he even fed the
field mice."
Tamara turned to Glenn
wrapped her arms around him and gingerly placed a loving kiss on top
of his lowered head.
The Wolf laid his head on the top of his slipper.
"Grandpa" Tamara murmured, he
raised his head and with weary red-rimed eyes replied, "Yes," She
gazed into Glenn’s sad face and whispered low, “I love you….I love
you so much Grandfather…….you can’t blame yourself for loving
Wolf. I love Wolf
too!” Glenn smiled at
her, “If only you could have met Wolf in person.” Tamara patted Glenn on the
back then stood back and patted her heart, “I sleep in Wolf’s cabin
and his sprit sleeps with me every night Grandpa.”
Chapter
Fourteen
Later that evening, in the
comfort of her little cabin, Tamara started a fire in the stone
fireplace. Then she sat
in Wolf's old Morris chair with her feet facing the heat. She leaned her head back and
watched the fire's reflection on the log ceiling. She listened to the cedar
logs in the fire snap and crackle. The sound muffled the
rushing waters that reverberated from the creek below.
A shadow danced across the
darken room from the flicker of the fire's light. Unalarmed, she tilted her
head back farther and smiled charmingly when she saw Wolf standing
behind her. He moved to
her, placed a kiss on her forehead, and whispered, "Thank you so
much, lovely lady." She
grinned with sad eyes and rose from the chair to face him. Words were impossible, as
she fell into his arms and released a flood of tears. Wolf lovingly stroked her
long red hair, "I want you tonight, my love," He whispered tenderly
into her ear. "I want
to be one with you…even if it's only for tonight." She raised her tear
glistening face as Wolf lowered his full lips to hers. They kissed with eager
opened mouths---probing the inside of each other's with wanton
desire. Wolf pulled
back and at a leisurely pace began to unbutton Tamara's red flannel
shirt. When the buttons
were undone, Wolf reached up to her shoulders and slid the shirt
off, letting it fall aimlessly to the floor. He spread his arms around
her, unhooked her bra freeing her small breasts, and peered
yearningly at her small rosebud nipples, now awakened to her
womanhood.
Tamara, in a romantic trance,
removed her jeans and panties, her eyes never left Wolf.
Standing before one another,
unclothed, she felt as though the cabin was spinning around
her. She could still
hear the sounds of the fire that sent a golden glow reflecting off
their bodies. The smell
of the burning cedar teased her senses. However, the magnificent
body standing before her, displaying smooth bronze muscles, taunted
her own garden as her eyes freely descend over his body. Tamara happily sucked in a
deep breath when she realized that Jerry had told one more BIG lie
about Wolf.
Hand in hand, they moved to
the bedroom where she casually laid down upon the bed. She made no effort to
conceal her lovely body.
He moved onto the bed and began planting little kisses over
her body, from her head to her bantam toes. She lay perfectly still,
savoring his gifts and allowed her body to float freely under his
delicate cultivating.
She gazed at his dark sensual
eyes as they searched her face. He gradually rose above her
and moved between her debilitated legs. She felt his flaming hands
slide beneath her cheeks and raise her orchard of ripe fruits up to
his adornment. Slowly,
he eased within her orchard that he had ripened with his delicate
osculating. Her body
shuttered with pleasure as their first night of ecstasy
began.
Tamara awoke to the relaxing
sounds of raindrops as they pattered on the roof and dripped to the
creek. She rose from
bed and moved, exposed, to the kitchen. She felt a little discomfort
as she walked, but she also never felt more alive than she did on
that cloudy rainy morning.
In the turret, she looked out
the window. A raccoon
appeared at the glass-paned door with four wee babies. They all sat on their
haunches holding their little black paws on their chests, as they
looked in at her.
Tamara was over come with exultation at the sight of the tiny
creatures. She spoke to
them in a singsong voice, then hurried to a cabinet and retrieved a
loaf of bread. She
opened the door very carefully, so as not to frighten the little
bandits, and tossed them small pieces of bread. They graciously accepted the
food; quickly put the pieces into their mouths, while still sitting
up on their bottoms.
All the sudden Tamara felt a
cold chill cross her body and laughed foolishly at herself; when she
realized, she was still undressed. Fearing she would be seen,
she tossed the wee bandit several more pieces and rushed back to the
bedroom to dress.
Chapter
Fifteen
At Glenn’s later that
morning, Tamara asked Glenn if he wanted to ride with her to the
foothills of the Olympic Mountains. Before she left Parker,
Ginny told her about a secluded small lake somewhere up in the
mountain. A lake where
Fishermen built rafts out of logs and left them on the lake for
other fisherman to use.
Tamara asked Glenn if he knew
where the lake was.
"Yep…sure do…but you know, the road is really ruff and
narrow.
Nevertheless…
Hmmm…I think your car can make the trip. I'm sure Ginny was talking
about, Elk Lake.
Yep…that sounds like fun, Tamara."
Excited Tamara clapped her
hands, "Good, I'll make some sandwiches and maybe the wolf would
like to come too."
Tamara returned home and
created a nice picnic lunch for them. When she finished, she
returned to Glenn's house.
Glenn was waiting on the
porch with the wolf at his side. When Glenn sat in the car, a
huge smile beamed across his face. Tamara glanced once to the
wolf and the wolf immediately jumped into the back seat, sat in the
middle, and looked out over the top of the convertible's
windshield. “My God
Grandpa, that wolf looks like a horse in the back seat.”
Glenn chuckled as he looked
up at the wolf and Tamara drove away. They headed south on Highway
101 towards the Hama-Hama.
They realized the wolf enjoyed riding in the car as much as
they did, by looking at its happy domineer. The wind blew the fur back
from the wolf’s face as they traveled along.
Suddenly, just before they
reached the Hama-Hama, Glenn franticly yelled out, "Turn here! Slow down! Turn here!” Tamara hit the brakes so
hard trying to slowdown and make the turn, that Glenn flew forward,
his hands against the dashboard. He tried to keep from
hitting the windshield.
The wolf slammed its chest into the back of the front seat
and the car came to a screeching halt on the highway. Tamara looked into the rear
view mirror, shocked when she noticed a loaded logging truck
rounding the corner behind them, at a high rate of speed. The loaded log truck's
driver hit the brakes and began blowing the air horn, demanding
Tamara to get quickly off the road.
Tamara realized immediately
that she had no escape from the speeding truck and instantly shoved
her foot to the floorboard.
Then she yanked the steering wheel to the right. The little red convertible’s
rear tires burned rubber as it spun off the highway and onto the
narrow Elk Lake dirt road.
They glanced at each other; their eyes like full moons as the
truck flew by blowing its horn. The wolf, growled at the
speeding log truck, as it quickly drove out of sight.
Soon, Glenn and Tamara were
blithely moving along the dusty dirt road. It was a clear sunny day and
they could see the road for miles ahead. Through the diminishing
underbrush and stately evergreen trees, the road continued up the
mountain. It continued
past the tree line and up the tree baron hillside of the steep
mountain range and disappeared out of sight near the top.
They drove for hours through
the forest. Tamara
hoped Glenn knew where he was going. Eventually they crossed the
Upper Hama-Hama on a dilapidated one lane wooden bridge. Glenn told Tamara she should
watch out around the next bend, she would be taking a hard
right. Tamara slowed
the vehicle and made the turn easily. She looked at the gas gage
and now worried, only one-quarter tank of gas. Up and up, deep into the
Olympic Mountains they drove, mile after mile, until their ears
began to pop. After
driving further up the mountain, they came out of the shaded forest
to a scorching hot area.
No trees or underbrush was on the side of a tall tree baron
mountain. The entire
area had been clear-cut years ago. The temperature instantly
climbed higher in the area as the sun beat freely down upon
them. Tamara felt she
was back in the desert of Arizona, only a much higher cliff, then
the one on the Colorado River.
Tamara stopped the car and
followed the narrow road with her eyes. The road twisted back and
forth along the side of the steep logged off mountain and
disappeared into a ravine high on the crest. Frightened at the sight
Tamara uttered, “I don't think we can drive up that road Grandpa,
for that matter, I don't think we could even walk up that narrow
road." Glenn stroked
his chin and thought about their dilemma as the wolf began to pant
from the extreme heat.
Glenn mused awhile then
lightly patted the car's dashboard. "Sure we can, Tamara. Loggers have been logging up
here---which means they have been driving loaded log trucks down
that little road. If a
log truck can make it---we can make it in this little car."
Tamara put the car in gear
and began easing the car up and up the narrow road. Halfway up, the mufflers
began hitting rocks in the roadway that had fallen from the cliff
above. When they
rounded a large bend, Tamara came to a dead stop and hollered at
Glenn, "Look Grandpa, the road slid away. We can't make it any farther
and we don’t have enough gas to go back home."
Glenn examined the situation
then opened the door, "Well…let's get out and take a look." Tamara, Glenn and the wolf;
got out of the car and walked up to the slide out area. Tamara took a chance, walked
to the soft edge of the wash out, and looked down to the Hama-Hama
River. The river flowed
at the bottom of the steep wall canyon like a shoestring, far
below. Tamara peered at
Glenn with big eyes.
Glenn studied the width of the car as Tamara mumbled
fearfully, "This is higher up than Lena Ridge… Grandpa.” "
Yep,
for sure Tamara, however---we can make it. When you start driving the
car over the washed out area, stay close to the mountainside, and
don't stop. No matter
what---don't stop."
Tamara stared at Glenn in
disbelief. Did he
really think they should go on she wondered? "Maybe I should just back
down, while I can.
There might be no road at all… further up. I don't want to have to back
over this spot." Tamara
began to tremble uncontrollably at the thought of falling down the
mountainside.
"N...aw….we will be fine my
dear, I'm sure Elk Lake is just a little bit farther, not far
now." Tamara sucked in
a huge deep breath and released it slowly, then said as she sat in
the car and turned on the ignition, "Okay…then…here we go. You and the wolf stay on the
other side of the road.
If I feel that the car is falling over the edge---I'm jumping
out of the car!"
Tamara started the engine,
the noise of the car's exhaust pipes caused several loose rocks to
tumble downward over the edge.
Her heart pounded wildly and beads of perspiration formed on
her forehead and upper lip.
She shifted the car into gear and felt it move forward. She gripped the steering
wheel so hard, the pressure turned her knuckles white and she yelled
back to Glenn, "Here we go Grandpa!"
Tamara pushed the accelerator
down easy. The car
rolled over the slide area and the right rear wheel slipped over the
bank. However, as Glenn
had instructed, Tamara kept a steady pressure on the
accelerator. Seconds
seemed like minutes as the car rolled along. Her heart beat like a
tom-tom, her face white and dripped with beads of sweat. The car finely came to a
safe stop on the other side of the
washout.
Tamara was relieved, she made
it across the washout and beamed back at Glenn, "Wow! That was exciding
Grandpa!" They all got
back into the little convertible and continued up the mountain.
As they drove farther up the
road, Tamara nonchalantly asked Glenn, "What happens if we meet a
loaded log truck coming down this road?" Glenn grinned sheepishly,
"Ha! They wouldn't dare
try to drive an empty log truck down this road!" Tamara curled her nose at
Glenn, "That's not what you told me three miles back. Why… you stinker… you!" Suddenly they both broke out
in a round of wholehearted laughter. Their resonance of tittering
echoed proficiently through the mountains as the car continued up
and toward a ravine near the top, where once again they entered a
dark mysterious forested area.
Chapter
Sixteen
They drove a short distance,
thinking they were traveling through the only place on earth where
man had never been.
They rounded a bend in the road, where they saw a small camp
trailer parked along side the road. Farther up a couple, cars
were parked near a sign that read 'Elk Lake'.
Tamara and Glenn stared at
each other with questioning eyes then looked back at the rutted
little road. A friendly
angler carried his pole and creel, strolled their way. The fisherman asked as he
neared the car and saw the wolf sitting in the back seat, as the
wolf peered over windshield at him, "That's the biggest dog I've
ever seen in my life.
What kind is it?"
Glenn, grinned brightly at the fisherman, "He's an Olympic
Timber wolf. Be
careful, he may not be very friendly with strangers." Frightened, the man stepped
back three paces from the car.
Tamara looked puzzled seeing other people in this remote area
and asked, "How'd you possibly pull your trailer up that awful
road? We barely drove
this car up here."
The angler raised his shaggy
brows in awe and asserted, "Huh? Why this here is a mighty
fine road---its only four miles to Hoodsport. You're not telling me you
came up that old Jefferson Ridge road are you!" The man shook his head, "I
didn't think anyone could even walk up that old washed out road…"
The elderly man scratched the
top of his head as he watched Tamara and Glenn wave good-by, as they
drove down the principal road that led to Hoodsport.
They spoke not a word for a
couple miles when Tamara glanced at Glenn. Glenn wore a blank
expression since they left Elk Lake. Suddenly Glenn covered his
mouth and exploded in an uncontrollable laughter. When Tamara saw Glenn’s wad
of chewing tobacco drip down his chin, she erupted into her own
round of tittering.
Two miles farther, they drove
into the small waterfront town of Hoodsport. They turned left onto
highway 101 and their short trip back home. Glenn relaxed and leaned
back and gazed up at the blue sky, as large marshmallow clouds
passed high over the siren blue water of Hood
Canal.
Tamara smiled when she saw
Glenn gazing at the clouds and turned on her radio. Tamara felt her heart
twitter as Bobby Darrin began to sing Dream Lover. She listened closely to
Bobby Darrin’s words as she drove along. She felt Bobby Darrin was
singing, Dream Lover, just for her. When the wolf's cool nose
rested against the back of her neck, Tamara smiled.
As soon as the song finished,
Tamara asked Glenn if he would like to stop along the canal and eat
their picnic lunch.
Glenn agreed, "Yep, that's a good idea. Then the wolf can get out
and do his thing too.”
Tamara smiled again, “Then the next pull off it is.”
They spent that afternoon
sitting at the waters edge eating their picnic lunch. They watched the wolf play
in the canal. The wolf
swam out into the crystal clear water and disappeared under the
surface. When the wolf
resurfaced, he held an oyster shell in its mouth then swam ashore
and dropped the oyster at Glenn's feet, and then frolicked back to
the water for another Tamara was amazed at the wolf's actions and
stood watching in awe.
Glenn placed the oysters into the picnic basket and told
Tamara he would show her how to shuck and cook the tasty oysters for
supper.
Tamara was excited and glad
Glenn was going to teach her how to shuck and cook oysters. She could then go to the
cove at home and get oysters anytime she wanted. She was pleased to know, she
could live off the land and save a lot of
money.
They enjoyed each other
company that day as they walked along the rocky beach and collected
driftwood and empty shells.
Tamara gathered several colorful pebbles and placed them in
her jean pocket. She
did not have plans for the colorful rocks, but she knew she would
find a place for them in one of her gardens.
As the sun began to fall,
they realized they would have to wait for the timber wolf’s fur to
dry. They sat back down
on the blanket and watched the waning sun. The sun slowly fell behind
the mountaintop as they patiently waited for the wolf's thick fur to
dry.
Tamara questioned, "Once he's
dry, I hope he doesn't run back into the water before we get out of
here."
"Naw” Glenn replied, “He's a
smart old fellow. I
think he knows what we're waiting for." Glenn glanced to the wolf as
it lay on the beach and tucked a wad of chewing tobacco behind his
lower lip.
The full moon rose from the
east by the time they returned home. Glenn thanked Tamara for the
adventurous day and told her he never had so much fun in over thirty
years. Glenn hinted as
he stepped from the car, "Maybe next time we can drive up to Walker
Mountain."
Tamara laughed sweetly at her
Grandfather. She
assured him that they would indeed take a trip up to Walker Mountain
soon. Then she wished
Glenn a good night and drove away.
Chapter
Seventeen
Tired after an exuberating,
fun filled day, Tamara lit the kindling in the wood stove, to heat
water for a refreshing bath.
Then she built a substantial fire in the stone
fireplace. While she
waited for the water to heat, she placed a large shiny copper tub on
the floor directly in front of the blazing flames. When the water warmed, she
filled the blue coffee pot with water and sat it on the stove to
heat. Then she poured
steaming hot water from the pot into the warmed water in the copper
tub and laid her towel on a nearby chair.
"Hmm…this is going to feel so
good," She murmured as she stood beside the copper tub and removed
her clothing. She
noticed the moon had risen higher in the night’s sky, as she stood
naked in the tub. The
moonlight sent its diffused beams into the living room, giving it a
golden glow.
At a leisurely pace, with a
blue metal coffee cup, Tamara streamed warm water over her
head. As the warm water
shimmered down her body, she lathered her lengthy hair with
soap. She smelled the
pretty fragrance of the shampoo as the warmth emitted from the
fireplace onto her exposed body. Suddenly, she heard a noise
coming from the direction of Wolf's old Morris chair. She remembered she laid her
towel on the chair, but with soap in her eyes, her arms searched in
vain for the towel. She
heard a man's deep enchanting voice singing and stood motionless,
and listened intimately to the words.
Dream lover… where are
you…..with a love…..a love so true…..I want to hold you in my
arms… to know that
magic of your charms…..
She wiped at her eyes with
the back of her hands.
Then she gradually opened her blue sapphire eyes and saw Wolf
sitting in the Morris chair.
Tamara smiled charmingly at Wolf and fluttered her eyes with
a yearning desire. Wolf
stared dreamingly back into her sapphire eyes, then he rose from the
chair and moved towards her, as he continued to
sing,
…because I want… a girl… to
call my own…I want a dream lover…. so I will not have to dream
alone…
As Wolf neared her, he held
Tamara's washcloth. He
dipped the washcloth into the warm water in the copper tub. Then he began exquisitely
washing her milky-white body, from her neck, ever so slowly, he
moved from her neck down to her legs. Then, at a leisurely pace,
he moved the wet cloth up the inside of her legs and passionately
washed her velvety thighs.
He rinsed the cloth again, filled it with more warm water,
and moved slowly up one leg until he stopped at her scarlet
garden. Ever so slowly
and gently, Wolf massaged her garden with the warm wet cloth. From time to time, he slowly
moved the washcloth back down her leg, to warm it again.
Tamara leaned her head back
and let her wet hair drip into the open fire and burning
ambers. Ever so
delicately, Wolf roamed his loving tongue over her glowing
shimmering body and up to her modest belly. He probed her navel and
slowly moved up to a rose bud nipple. Then he, benevolently,
engulfed a breast into his nourishing mouth and caressed the other
with a gentle finger, until it rose to a mountain peak. His free hand held the
washcloth and dipped it into the tub again, then returned to her
fiery garden. He
tenderly applied more pressure as he massaged with a gentle and
accelerated circular motion.
She moaned and her naked body quivered as the fire's glow
reflected from the ceiling and shimmered over her now ecstatic
body. Suddenly her legs
grew weak and her knees started to buckle. A cry of fruition
reverberated from her wanton lips. Startled, a burning log
rolled from the fireplace onto the floor and thumped violently
against the copper tub.
She quickly scanned the room,
nobody was there. She
picked up a flat piece of firewood and rolled the burning log back
safely into the fireplace.
She toweled herself off and put on her green robe, then
hurried across the room to Wolf's picture. She kissed the picture
tenderly and smiled sweetly as she murmured dreamily, "You're
getting better Mister…much better…hmmm."
Later Tamara lay in bed and
watched the moon, as stormy clouds passed by, turning the moon's
silver glow off and on like a light switch. "Hmm…” She whimpered, "I won't be
able to work in the yard tomorrow if it's still stormy. Perhaps…hmmm…yes…I'll drive
to Port Angeles in the morning and buy myself a battery-operated
record player. Maybe
I’ll find a record store that has a 45 record of Dream
Lover.”
Chapter
Eighteen
In the morning Tamara asked
Glenn if he wanted to ride to Port Angles with her, but Glenn
declined and told her he was going to work on his car today, but
asked Tamara if she would pick him up some chewing
tobacco.
The trip north was
uneventful, except for the constant motion of the windshield wipers
swiping off the rain nearly put her to sleep. After shopping Tamara
happily drove back with her new battery operated forty-five record
player and a 45 record of Dream Lover. Next to her new record
player, a huge dog bone tied with a big red bow for the wolf and
another brown bag with six boxes of Glenn’s chewing tobacco. She was excited and in a
hurry to get back home so she could listen to her new record player.
As she walked to Glenn’s
house, she saw the hood up on his old Cadillac and realized Glenn
would never get that old car running again. The tires were still flat,
the battery was dead, and the gas was over ten years old. She lightly tapped the door
then entered and gave the wolf his bone. Glenn laughed at the large
wolf as it proudly walked around the living room with its bone. Glenn thanked Tamara for
getting him more chewing tobacco and tried to pay her, but she held
up her hand, “Never in a million years Grandpa.” Tamara loved Glenn so much;
Glenn had given her exceedingly more than a few bags of chew. She was happy to do anything
for her benevolent Grandfather and wished that her stepfather Jack
had been half the loving man Glenn was. Tamara wondered why her
mother hated Glenn so much.
When Tamara arrived back at
the cabin, she sat her new record player on the turret table and
installed the batteries.
She stoked the wood stove then went to the bedroom and
changed her clothes, then put on her soft green robe and fuzzy
slippers. She hurried
back to the turret room, sat down on the wooden chair, turned on the
record player, and excitedly placed the new forty-five on the
turntable. The record
began to make scratching sounds as the needle worked its way to the
beginning of the song and Tamara’s excitement built. She closed her eyes, leaned
back in the chair, and raised her fuzzy covered feet to the chair
next to her. Dream
Lover began to play; the romantic song sent erotic sparks through
her body. She played it
over and over and over, hoping she would slip into a pleasant sleep
and Wolf would once again join her.
Hours passed until she
ruefully turned off the record player and sadly lowered her feet to
the floor and rose from the wooden chair. Downhearted, she gazed out
the kitchen window at the large multi-colored raindrops that fell
from the edges of the roof and watched them dribble aimlessly down
the glass to the windowsill.
Disheartened she watched two
robins as they worked together to pull up worms from the wet
ground. She felt the
birds were a mommy and daddy working to feed their babies. "Stop that Tamara!" She ordered herself as she
swayed her hair back and forth and tried to clear the painful
thoughts of Wolf away.
She returned to the
turret. Outside the
rain had increased and Tamara felt her heart sinking as the large
raindrops pounded at the cedar roof. She gazed dispiritedly at
the new record player on the table and turned to Wolf's photo on the
wall.
Dejectedly, Tamara murmured
to the picture, "I thought Dream Lover was your song to me,
Wolf? I drove all the
way to Port Angeles just to buy our song. Why… didn't you come to
me…when I played our song?"
Tamara rubbed her tear-filled eyes and weakly muttered,
“You're breaking my heart Wolf. Can't you see that?" She moved closer to the
window and gazed out towards the old skidder road and muttered
again, "Maybe if I walked up to Lena Ridge... you'd come to
me?" Then she glanced
back at the photo and asked, "Would you come to me there,
Wolf?" Tears began to
slip from her dispirited eyes as she moved back from Wolf's
picture. "We can't ever
really be together…can we?
You come when you want to see me, but I can never come to
you… It's not fair…it's
just not fair, at all!"
Tamara raised her hand and
placed a finger on the photo and uttered downheartedly, "I think I'm
going to leave. I'm not
going to just sit around here and think of you all day, every...day
and most nights. Yes,
that’s it…. Next
weekend I'll go back to Arizona. That way Mister, you can't
drive me crazy anymore!"
Tamara angrily turned away from the picture and stomped to
the bedroom then threw herself onto the bed and openly cried.
Moments later, she felt
stroking of her hair.
She rolled over and there was Wolf. "Why don't you just leave me
alone?" She cried in a
bittersweet voice.
"Maybe you don't have a heart…but I sure do!"
Wolf lowered his head, "I'm
so sorry, lovely lady."
Tamara looked at the ceiling,
folded her hands across her stomach and pressed her pink lips
tightly together, but remained silent.
Wolf moved closer, laid a
tender hand on top of hers, and began to explain, "I need you to do
me one last favor now...
The most important one.
When you do me this one last favor, I'll be gone from your
life forever. Also,
lovely lady, please don't leave the Canal while your Grandfather is
alive, he needs you now more then ever. Before you came, Glenn was
ready to die. If you
think you are lonely now, just add sixty-one years of heartache
since I died and you'll know how your Grandfather felt before you
came."
Wolf fell silent for a
moment. Tamara still
made no effort to speak, Wolf continued. "I really do have a heart
and I do love you.
Nevertheless, you're right…. We can never really be
together…not in the way you deserve to be."
Wolf leaned his face to
Tamara's and peered deep into her unhappy blue eyes and murmured
lightly, "You just have to trust me, my love. Your life will be filled
with a great love, in addition to an abundance of happiness. I can only be your dream
lover. Tamara…you
deserve far more than that.
I'm so sorry I've hurt you…"
Tamara asked in a dull tone,
"What is it you want me to do?"
Wolf smiled, "Now that you
know the truth about my death, I need you to tell my relatives what
happened to me when I was young."
Tamara lowered her brows,
"You mean about your hanging?"
"Yes…but also they don't know
I was saved from a bear by Glenn and why I disappeared in the first
place, when the bear killed my father. They need to know that your
Grandpa loved me; in addition, I loved working with wood…. My relatives live in Tahola
on the Quinault Indian Reservation. You take my father's wolf
pelt and give it to a man named Pierce Moon…he's my nephew. Do this for me and we're
even."
Tamara sat up in bed and
downheartedly gazed into Wolf's dark affectionate eyes and
whispered, "Okay, Wolf.
I'll do it… but I don't want to loose you. You must promise me you
won't leave me forever…please?"
"I promise.” Wolf replied as a wide smile
appeared on his handsome bronzed face. Wolf placed his index finger
over Tamara's watery pink lips and seriously said, “but…we really
have to stop meeting this way…my love."
Tamara smiled sweetly as
Wolf’s eyes glanced up at the wolf pelt that hung on the wall, then
back to Tamara. H
cleared his throat and smoothly said, "We'll figure out a way to be
together…my lovely lady…and we will…it is already written."
Tamara awoke to the whistling
sound of an eagle perched on top an old snag next to the skidder
road. She instantly
moved her legs off the bed and stood on the floor. She knew it was time, time
to fulfill her last promise to Wolf. While she walked through the
cabin, she remembered what Wolf had said, “It is already
written.”
Chapter
Nineteen
Carrying her pot of coffee
the next morning, Tamara rushed across Swarts Creek trying not to
spill the full pot on her way to Glenn's house. She was eager to invite Glen
to join her tomorrow, when she planned to drive to the Quinault
Indian Reservation and return the wolf pelt to Wolf's relatives.
Tamara wanted to ask Glenn if
he would like to go with her to the Quinault Indian
Reservation. She
explained that she thought the wolf pelt in her bedroom might
belong to the Quinault people and that a man named Pierce Moon would
be able to tell them more about the pelt. Glenn never questioned how
Tamara knew these things.
He was so excited about the good news; he definitely wanted
to go to the Reservation.
He proudly announced that he would wear his pinstriped
suit. Glenn grinned
sheepishly at her and said he wanted to look his very best if they
were lucky enough to find Wolf's relatives. Glenn knew where the
reservation was, only a twenty-mile foot hike across the Olympics to
the shore of the Pacific Ocean, where the Reservation was. But he also explained it was
a hundred mile drive by car, around the mammoth mountain range.
~*~
That evening Tamara sat on
the side of the bed and held a finger on the wolf fur, hoping she
would not lose her dream lover, after fulfilling Wolf’s final
wish. However, she
remembered what Wolf had promised her, they did have a future---she
had to trust Wolf now.
Tamara reminded herself; Wolf said he would figure something
out. So Tamara lay down
on the bed and slipped easily into an extraordinary deep
sleep.
Sluggishly, Tamara came out
of her sound slumber.
She felt fingers racking through her hair. She smiled, her eyes closed,
the hand moved from her hair to her nose and lightly squeezed
it. Immediately, her
lovely eyes opened to see Wolf, but stared instead into the adorable
face of a baby raccoon.
The raccoon was playing with her long red hair and feeling
her face and nose with its fingered paws. When the raccoon saw Tamara
looking at him, he suddenly jumped from the bed, ran through the
cabin and through the hallway to the turret room.
Tamara immediately followed
the fury little raccoon and grabbed a slice of bread, from the
kitchen counter on her way through. When she entered the turret
room, she sat down in a chair and laid the bread on tabletop, then
leaned back and watched the little black-eyed bandit, as it ever so
cautiously peeked around the table leg. The raccoon took two steps
forward and one-step back until it reached the chair next to
Tamara. The furry young
raccoon never took his eyes off Tamara and watched her suspiciously,
as he slowly climbed up the chair and to the tabletop. Once it found the bread, the
tubby little animal sat back on his haunches and began eating, while
it kept a watchful eye on the redhead
lady.
Tamara wanted, so much, to
touch his little round fury belly. Nevertheless, she knew
better than to try, it would instantly run away. She remained motionless and
only allowed her eyes to make the slightest movement, as she watched
the amazing little creature.
It carefully eat all the bread and the crumbs, while it kept
a fixed eye or her. The
baby raccoon climbed down, wiped its hands on its chubby little
belly, gazed up at Tamara, as if to say, thank you, then scurried
out the kitchen door.
Tamara watched with a wide grin, as the little bandit's fuzzy
gray and black striped tail disappeared around the cabin. "Bye, bye…little
fellow. You can come
back…anytime…” She
murmured; at the same time gave a finger waved to her new little
friend.
At sunrise, Tamara moved
happily about the cabin and poured fresh coffee into a thermos for
their trip. She lowly
hummed, Dream Lover, as she readied for the day. She pondered what to wear as
she searched through the closet. Since Glen was going to wear
his suit, she chose to wear a pretty pink dress with matching shoes
and purse. Tamara gave
a smile of approval in the mirror and whispered, "There…that looks
very nice. I'll at
least look like I belong to my Grandpa…with his dress suit
on…"
Tamara morosely removed the
wolf pelt from the log wall and held the soft pelt close to her
heart and peered at the lighter empty space now on the wall,
"Hmmm…guess the wolf pelt will always leave its mark on the logs
above my bed….just like Wolf did on my heart."
Tamara carried the pelt with
her thermos and purse to the car. On this overcast day, the
top would remain up, as she placed the pelt carefully in the back
seat.
As Tamara drove up Glenn's
driveway, she noticed him on the porch waiting with the silver
timber wolf at his side.
She grinned when she saw Glenn wearing his blue pinstripe
suit and thought he was the most striking man in the world. "Morning, Grandpa, are you
ready for our next adventure?”
Tamara grinned wide as she stepped from her car and greeted
her beloved Grandfather.
"You look so handsome in your suit. Wow!"
Glenn smiled, somewhat
embarrassed and replied as he moved toward the car then seated
himself; "Yep…thank you…gotta look good…yep." Glenn was pleased his pretty
Granddaughter wore a pretty pink dress. He thought that the Pink
brought out the color of her eyes.
Tamara tittered as she held
the car door open for the wolf. She patted her leg and
glanced toward the wolf that remained sitting on the porch. "Come on. You can go too." Nevertheless, the wolf
ignored her plea, nonchalantly looked away, and lay down. "I think he wants to stay
home today Grandpa.”
Glenn replied, “Maybe he don't want to ride with the top up."
"Hmm... You could be right
Grandpa…never thought of that, it doesn't look like we should have
the top down today….might rain." Glenn agreed then suggested,
"The wolf can stay home and guard our properties.” Tamara placed her hands on
her hips and looked at the wolf, “You take good care of our places
and don't be chasing any of the baby raccoons." Then she sat in the car and
happily told Glen about her morning visitor, while she turned on the
key and started the engine.
Chapter
Twenty
A few hours later, Tamara and
Glenn entered Tahola on the Quinault Indian Reservation. The small village nestled
among tall fir and evergreen trees along the south bank of the
pristine Quinault River.
To the west, the picturesque river emptied serenely into the
vast blue Pacific Ocean.
As they drove down a hill
that led into the quaint little fishing and logging village, the
first business was a remarkable wood carving business. There were towering
multicolored totem poles, hand carved wooden furniture and carved
animals displayed along the side of the road. Above the exhibits of
carvings, a large hand carved sign that read, White Wolf Carvings.
While they passed the carving
business, Glenn saw the back of an Indian with long black hair as he
sat on a mushroom looking stump and chiseled on a long log totem
pole. Glenn kept his
eyes fixed on the young muscular Indian, as the little convertible
passed by and out of sight down the hill. The car came to a stop, when
the road ended in a small graveled parking lot at the end of the
village and the edge of the Quinault River. Numerous handcrafted and
colorful longboats lined the banks of the river, creating a
spectacular kaleidoscopic sight.
Near one of the boats sat a
young Indian boy about fifteen years old. He wore a red swimming suit
and held a wooden paddle on his shoulder. The tawny young man watched
closely as the out of town tourists got out of their car and walked
his way. When Glenn
came face to face with the youthful man, he extended a greeting hand
and said with a smile, "Good morning young man, my name is Glenn
Morris." The callow
Indian shook Glenn’s hand, as a courteous smile masked the young
man’s well-chiseled face.
Tamara spoke up, "We're looking for a man named Pierce
Moon…would you happen to know him?" The young man pointed his
paddle at a long boat with a white-faced wolf carved on its
bow. "Yes…that's his
long boat. You passed
Pierce on the way in.
When you leave town… ...it's the last place on your
left. ...Big sign that
says White Wolf Carvings.
That's where you'll find Pierce."
~*~
Glenn and Tamara grew
apprehensive as they parked the little car under the White Wolf
sign. Tamara removed
the wolf pelt from the back seat before her and Glenn walked to the
middle of the numerous towering multicolored totem poles. They felt dwarfed as they
peered up and down the rows of towering hand carved totem
poles. The artisanship
of the woodcarvings overwhelmed them as they searched for the man
named Pierce. Tamara
stood before a woodcarving of a wood mushroom the man had been
sitting on and affectionately ran a finger over the familiar looking
piece of wood.
They walked towards the back
of the business, a large tee-pee, where a small beat up camp trailer
and an old green flatbed truck was parked. As they walked toward the
trailer, they noticed the truck was stacked full of round cedar logs
and two well-used orange chainsaws. Glenn knocked on the trailer
door while Tamara stood by the truck and savored in the aroma of the
freshly cut cedar.
When the trailer door opened,
Glenn cried out, "Wolf" and Tamara immediately dropped the wolf pelt
on the ground.
The virile bronzed-skinned
Native American jumped to the ground from the open trailer
doorway. He wore a
tattered old red plaid shirt, which had the sleeves cut off below
the elbows’. His jeans
were worn to the skin at the knees and his entire body was covered
with wood chips. He had
tremendous brown eyes and focused them at the two visitors. Then he sauntered their way,
as he brushed wood chips from his long silky hair. His hair laid smoothly over
his shoulder, he spoke in a deep manly voice, "No---my name is
Pierce---Pierce Moon."
Pierce glanced curiously at Glenn as chew ran over the top of
Glenn’s bottom lip.
Then he gazed towards Tamara, surprised to see her eyes as
large as two full moons.
The handsome young man kept a fixed eye on Tamara as he
stepped closer, "We've met before---haven't we---lovely lady?" Tamara answered in a
sheepish voice, "Only in my dreams, Mister."
Pierce looked confused for a
moment at Tamara’s comment then glanced to Glenn; just as Glenn
reached up and wiped the chew dribble from his bottom lip. Pierce asked, "I know we've
met before… Have I ever
bought cedar from you?"
The sight of Pierce rendered Glenn speechless and only moved
his head from side to side and stared intently at the young agile
Indian.
Pierce, baffled by the
unusual moment, turned back to Tamara, leaned his head toward his
shoulder and quietly peered intently at her in the pretty pink
dress. With his thick
dark brows raised, he questioned; "Why did you say---only in your
dreams, lovely lady?"
Tamara's face flushed several shades of red. She tried to smile, but she
couldn’t. Then suddenly
her words spilled from her quivering lips, "Oh…. I'm sorry mister. I guess…I must have been
thinking out loud."
Then she slowly bent down and picked up the wolf pelt. Her blue eyes stayed fixated
on Pierce’s huge brown eyes.
Tamara raised the pelt to Pierce and uttered meekly, "We were
wondering…if…this fur might look familiar to you."
Pierce reached out and gently
removed the pelt from Tamara’s arm and looked down at the soft piece
of fur. Then he began
feeling around the outer edges with his fingers, raised his head and
gazed into Tamara’s wide-open blue eyes. Pierce looked bewildered,
"This is my great uncles work…my father has a pelt just like this
one." He peered back at
the pelt and asked, "...Where... did you find it?" Glenn stepped forward with
wintry eyes, "It's a long story… son. Perhaps there is a nice
uninterrupted place around here where we can sit a spell and talk?"
~*~
Pierce jumped in his trunk
and called out to follow him.
He led them to a treed area where they sat together on the
bank of the Quinault River.
Glenn told Pierce about the boy he named Wolf and how Wolf
came into his life. He
explained everything he remembered about the day he found Wolf and
how he tried to find Wolf's family, but he had never thought about
walking across the Olympic Mountains.
Tamara sat quietly beside the
two men and already knowing the story, she removed her shoes and
idly began digging her toes into the wet riverbank sand while Glen
told his story to Pierce.
From time to time Pierce made
inquiries and told Glenn, he was amazed that Glenn actually named
White Wolf, Wolf, but for the most part Pierce remained silent as
Glenn told his long interesting story. Glen wanted to know the
young Pierce better.
Pierce looked identical to his great Uncle when Wolf was
Pierce’s age now.
Pierce told Glen he would return the wolf pelt to the
family. Glenn decided
then he would tell Pierce the rest of the story at a later
time.
Pierce was intensely
fascinated with Glenn's story about his great Uncle, but Pierce
couldn’t keep his eyes off Tamara. His mind taunted him, what
was it was about Tamara that made him feel he already knew her. Maybe her pretty little pink
dress, or her long red hair, made him think of someone else. He watched her closely while
her little toes idly dug in and out of the soft sand.
Just as Glenn finished the
story of Wolf and how a bear killed Wolf’s father, Tamara suddenly
felt something quite warm between her toes. At first, she was startled
and thought it was a bug or something worse. She carefully moved her foot
back, leaned forward and peered into the small hole. She could see something red
in the sand and reached for the object with her fingers. It was a small red pebble
and felt abnormally warm between her thumb and index finger as she
casually rubbed it back and forth.
When Pierce glanced up at
Tamara’s hand and saw the red pebble, his sad eyes turned ecstatic
and he exclaimed, "Lovely lady, that's a lucky pebble you
found. Legend handed
down from our ancestors claim that the one who finds the warm red
pebble will soon find their life time mate and fall deeply in love."
Tamara studied the small
stone for a moment longer then abruptly handed it to Pierce and
said, "Here…you keep it.
I'm already in love."
Downhearted, Pierce accepted
the red pebble and put it in a front pocket of his jeans, then
patted his pocket with one of his large callused hands while he kept
a keen eye on Tamara and replied gently, "Thank you Tamara, now
maybe I'll have a dream lover for me."
Tamara felt butterflies in
her stomach and a lump in her throat, but said not a word, as her
eyes fixated on Pierce’s which caused an over powering wave of
desire that rushed like a tidal wave through her
body.
Later, at White Wolf
Carvings, Pierce asked Glenn if he could come to Triton Cove next
Saturday. Pierce told
Glenn he would really like to see the cabin his great Uncle hand
built. He also
explained how he had named his business in memory of Wolf and was
glad he found out how Wolf’s father, Winter Hawk had died and the
visit would mean a great deal to him.
Glenn beamed with joy, over
Pierce's request to come to Triton Head. Now he would have a chance
to know the young Indian man better and finish the story of
Wolf. However, now
Glenn was puzzled, why did Pierce name his business, White Wolf
Carvings? A coincidence
maybe? Maybe
not?
When it came time for
goodbyes, Pierce and Glenn shook hands then they appeared to be
trying to out squeeze one another and Tamara smiled, knowing
that a good handshake and a hung, was how Glenn judged a person.
Pierce turned to Tamara,
pulled her immediately close to his manly body, and gave her a
muscular grizzly bear hug.
Tamara’s heart jumped out of her body flew around and
returned to pound savagely in her chest as the powerful Indian now
gently rubbed the small of her back with one of his mighty
insensitive hands.
Tamara relaxed comfortably in Pierce’s embrace and breathed
in deeply his redolence, she came close to swooning when Pierce let
go of his embrace then stood back and gave Tamara a wink. “I’ll see you next Saturday
at eight o’clock sharp.
***
On the ride home, the sun
replaced the clouds and Tamara stopped along side the highway and
lowered the top of the convertible. The warm wind felt good as
it streamed through their hair and her mind absorbed raw emotional
thoughts of Pierce.
Glenn also remained wordless;
however greatly pleased that after all the years; he had finally
found Wolf's people. He
contentedly leaned his head back against the seat and gazed up at
the sky reminiscing of all the years gone by and wondered, what the
future would now bring.
The wolf rose and began,
good-naturedly, wagging his plumed tail as the little red car pulled
up the driveway and stopped by Glenn’s back
porch.
When Tamara entered her
little cabin, she walked straight to the picture of Wolf and told
him they met his nephew Pierce today and he looked just like him,
even a little more handsome, she told him. She never mentioned the
strange feelings she had with Pierce and told Wolf, Pierce would be
coming for a visit next Saturday to see the cabin he built and where
he had grown-up and lived and worked and
died.
***
As Tamara lay in bed and
watched the moon rise and transmit its silvery white glimmer through
the small paned patio door, she now wondered if finding Pierce was
what Wolf was talking about when he had told her, “I'll figure out a
way to be together”
Chapter
Twenty-one
When Saturday finally
arrived, at five minutes to eight, Tamara and Glenn sat nervously in
the turret room drinking their morning coffee and anxiously waited
for Pierce to arrive.
Every time they heard the sound of a vehicle traveling on the
highway, they both stared at the driveway hoping to see Pierce's old
green flatbed truck.
When the vehicles drove by, they release a disappointed sigh.
Tamara longed to see Pierce
again and wondered why Wolf seemed to have vanished since her trip
back. Her mind worked
over all the possibilities why Wolf had not visited her. Right now, she would not let
her mind think about Wolf and stared hopelessly out the window for
Pierce.
Glenn grew more concerned as
the minutes slowly passed by.
He mused over the fact that he had not told Pierce the entire
story and maybe the carver found out the rest of the story and was
angry with him now. He
mused; it was impossible for Pierce to have discovered the
truth. Only he, Tamara,
and Jerry actually knew the truth. No…No…, he told himself, as
he waited; he will come; Pierce has to come because there has to be
a day when I can tell him of the terrible way he
died.
At eight o'clock, they stood
from the table when they heard a large motor vehicle gear down and
turn into the driveway.
The wolf immediately hurried outside to investigate. They focused their attention
on the driveway when they saw Pierce drive up the knoll and his old
truck came to a stop between the log cabin and the tool shed. The wolf frolicked to the
driver's side of the vehicle and sat down. The wolf appeared overjoyed
to see the strapping young man, wearing an ironed white shirt and
new blue jeans. The
wolf jumped up on Pierce and licked his face as Pierce hugged and
roughhoused, in a good-natured manner with the big furry wolf and
said, "Hi big fellow.
You're sure a beautiful color and you certainly must be well
fed to have such a nice shinny thick coat." Pierce stared directly into
the wolf's ice blue eyes and felt an emotional endearment with the
animal.
Glenn and Tamara remained
seated in the turret room, and intently watched as Pierce placidly
moved to the tool shed.
He kept one hand on top of the wolf's head as he meticulously
examined the engaging log construction. He nodded his head with
approval. He turned
away from the tool shed and glanced towards the cabin and noticed
Tamara and Glenn sitting in the turret. Smiling, Pierce walked their
way, his eyes on the cedar carved mushrooms that were displayed
around the yard.
Tamara immediately stood as
Pierce neared the door and politely welcomed him to her cabin. She felt twittered when
Pierce entered the cabin for the first time. While she poured the coffee,
she watched Glenn and Pierce shake hands. They amused her as they
repeatedly squeezed one another's hands; as though they were dueling
over who was the strongest.
Pierce let go, as if to admit that Glenn had won, then kindly
said, "You've got a good hand shake, would it be alright if I call
you Glenn, Mister Morris?"
Glenn smiled, puffed his chest out, "Yep!"
Pierce looked to Tamara as
she handed him his coffee and without thinking, uttered, "Did you
wear that little pink dress just for me?" Glenn snickered in jest and
replied for her, "Yep!
You bet she did.
Isn't Tamara beautiful?"
Tamara's face blushed as she
turned away.
Pierce languidly sat down in
a chair across from Tamara and Glenn. He leaned back in the chair
and gazed intently at Tamara.
Tamara felt Pierce’s eyes on her, yet, she kept her eyes
firmly focused on the table top until gradually the redness in her
face diminished and Pierce said to Glenn, “Well I'll tell you
something Glenn, Tamara is the most beautiful little pink butterfly
I've ever seen in my whole life."
Tamara shocked as her eyes
rose to meet Pierce and wondered, why in the world he would say
something like that when me only recently met. Was he crazy, she
questioned? However,
her heart twittered as she uttered, "Stop that---you silly boy! You're embarrassing
me." Pierce simply
smiled and his huge tantalizing eyes instantaneously rendered her
powerless.
Without warning, Glenn
reached forward over the table and slapped the palm of his hand down
onto the top and exclaimed, "Well, I can see this is going to be a
fine day---yep---a real fine day--- for sure!" Pierce nodded his head and
agreed with Glenn as he ran his branny hand over the tabletop and
felt the plank board tabletop, "Yes. I'm sure White Wolf made
this table, he hewed the wood the same way my dad taught me."
Tamara rose from the table,
removed a picture of Wolf from the wall, and laid it in front of
Pierce, "This is a picture of White Wolf---we call Wolf.” Tamara stepped back as
Pierce lowered his face close to the black and white picture.
Pierce shook his head
bewilderedly, "Wolf looks just like me! I can't believe it! Look---look here---he even
has a double bladed ax just like mine. Isn't that amazing? Hmmm…even his hair is just
like mine and he wore the same cloths as
me!"
Contented and blissful, Glen
leaned back in his chair and folded his arms across his chest and
smiled at Pierce.
Pierce looked at Glenn and said, "I've figured out why you
two had strange expressions on your faces, when you first saw me
last week, and why you called me Wolf." Glenn smiled and nodded his
head, "That's right, Pierce, seeing you for the first time was quite
a shock, " Tamara
murmured as she moved out of the room and called out over her
shoulder, "Come on, I'll give you a tour around the cabin Wolf
built."
Pierce immediately stood from
the chair and followed Tamara as he kept an eyes on her youthful
body and pink dress.
Pierce glanced around the cabin as Tamara pointed out things
of interest. Pierce
tried to keep his attention focused on what Tamara was showing, as
they moved through the cabin.
However, Pierce found it extremely difficult to pay attention
as Tamara's body continued to sway about. When they reached the
bedroom, Pierce stood at the foot of the bed and gazed around the
room examining all the perfectly laid logs. He let his eyes pause on the
patio door, and then glanced at Tamara. She sat on the bed and
smiled up at Pierce with a flirtatious expression and a twinkle in
her eyes.
Pierce lowered his dark eyes
at Tamara, as she sat on the side of the bed, her dress pulled up
her leg and slightly exposed her attractive milky-white knee. She watched his dark dreamy
eyes as they moved over her body, but made no effort to speak. Pierce rubbed his finely
chiseled chin and declared, "If I had this place, there's one thing
I would change." Tamara
leaned forward and asked seductively, "Hmmm…and…what would you
change, Mister?"
Pierce’s emotions run ramped
as he watched Tamara’s inviting position on the bed. Then he, nonchalantly, moved
to the bed and sat down and delicately answered, "I would put some
pretty colored glass in the door panes, so the morning sun would
send beautiful colors in here…for you to wake up to…” His eyes connected with her
wide sapphire ones and lazily murmured, in a deep enticing voice,
"But…nothing could be as beautiful as you are, lovely lady…" Then he cautiously laid his
hand on her bare knee and squeezed it tenderly.
At that moment, they heard a
noise from the doorway.
They pulled their eyes from one another, as Glenn stood in
the doorway, acting like he was examining the door casing. "Come in Grandpa," Tamara
promptly uttered.
"Nope, Nope, I think I'll go across the creek and feed the
wolf. He looks like
he's a little hungry."
Tamara smiled sweetly, "Oh…okay but come back soon, "
Glenn hummed and hawed a bit,
then turned to leave the room and began to walk away, he called back
whimsically, "Yep…yep…come over when you two can." Glenn left the cabin with a
wide happy grin and muttered low to the wolf, "Yep, Yep, this is
going to be a real fine day.”
Then Glenn and the wolf walked out the
door.
Tamara turned to Pierce and
asked, "You know, when I met you the other day…. when I gave you
that little red pebble…ah…you said, now maybe I'll have a dream
lover for me, what did you mean?"
Pierce immediately expressed
apprehension from his dark saucer eyes and muttered, "Please…don't
think I'm crazy…but…for the last couple of months I've been having
some pretty strange dreams about a beautiful lady like you. I'm a little embarrassed to
talk about it, but for some reason….I think the lady in my dream was
you. Yet…we've never
met before the other day…so…I must be going crazy."
Tamara reached out, placed a
hand on his, and held her knee with the other. In an arcane voice she
murmured very sweetly, "Pierce, you can't embarrass me, please tell
me what happened to you in your dream. Don't worry what I might
think."
Pierce felt his heart fervent
and his body levitate as Tamara’s hand was on his, and words slipped
freely from his mouth, "I was sitting in an old chair. I think I was in a log cabin
like this one and it was dark except for a warm glowing golden light
that radiated from a large stone fireplace, like the fireplace
here."
Tamara suddenly felt her skin
warm and allowed her twinkling blue eyes to slightly close, while
her mind drifted back to that astonishing night she had with Wolf.
Pierce felt an arousing
shiver travel down his spine as he continued, "Standing in front of
me was a beautiful lady with long red hair… just like yours. She stood in a copper tub,
completely unclothed and poured water over her exquisite body." Pierce stopped, their eyes
met and they gazed at one another.
Tamara whispered in a sensual
far-off voice, "Please, let me finish your dream Pierce." Tamara continued his story,
"You picked up a washcloth and dampened it in the warm water. Then, with a slow and
arousing pace, you washed her body from her neck down to her
toes."
Pierce stared at Tamara in
awe, as her hand began slowly pulling his hand up her leg and Pierce
murmured low, "Yes…and then I moved the washcloth up and the warm
water ran through my fingers and on down the inside of her ivory
legs that shimmered under the golden glow that radiated from the
fireplace." In a
mesmerizing state, Pierce gently moved his hand further up Tamara’s
leg.
Their eyes hypnotically fixed
with one another's as their faces gradually moved together and
Tamara fervently ran her pink tongue around and over her lips and
murmured, "and in your dream did the lady hold her head back,
dripping water from her hair like…….” Tamara held her head
back. Pierce placed his
voluptuous lips on Tamara’s.
Time stood still and yet it flew by as their wonting lips met
and came together. They
ravenously explored each other's gratifying apertures.
Tamara's body pulsated
passionately, her need within, grew unbearable and she allowed her
hand to slowly guide his up to her flaming meadow. She beseeched him, with her
mind, to satisfy her now savage hunger. Obligingly and gently,
Pierce commenced to massage her parched soft emblem with his thumb,
through the silk cover.
Under his tender touch, it grew firm and Tamara's mind
slipped farther and farther back to when she was standing in the
copper tub and when the warm wet washcloth moved sensually around
her fiery treasure.
Suddenly the leisurely and
easy mood in the room changed.
Tamara extended the space between her legs as she clasped
Pierce tightly into her arms.
Moaning unpretentiously, she dug her fingernails into his
muscular back.
Immediately, without warning, her entire body became racked
with enormous tremors. She abruptly arched her back
and pushed her wealth hard against his hand.
Pierce, his mind still lost
in the dream, increased his movements and Tamara threw her head
back; at the same time, a passionate meow escaped her lips. Her body fell back and lay
momentarily limp on the bed.
Pierce, still reminiscing in the dream, continued, again and
again he brought her to the highest mountaintop. Up and down, over and over,
until Tamara began to scream.
Quickly, he covered her mouth with his own. Instantaneously, she fell
debilitated and exhausted in his arms. Whispering lightly in her
hair, Pierce murmured, "Oh my God… Tamara…you're the lady! My dream love!" Tamara was too exhausted to
reply.
"Let me tell you of another
dream," Pierce said as he stood and gaped hungrily into Tamara’s
heavenly blue-glazed eyes.
Tamara gazed up at Pierce and
thought Pierce looked like a baby raccoon wanting to pounce on a
playmate and her eyes rolled back, "Oh…Pierce, I don't think I could
take another story right now." Tamara peered back at Pierce,
smiled and whimsically said, "You silly boy…" Suddenly they both broke out
in an illustrious fit of laughter and rolled freely about on top the
bed, still locked tenderly in each other's arms.
While Glenn worked in his
garden, he smiled and muttered, "Yep, yep.” When he heard the joyous
laughter floating in the air from the little log cabin. The wolf laid under a maple
tree with its head rested contently upon its paws, its eyes closed,
as if it realized it could relax from this day
on.
Chapter
Twenty-Two
Pierce returned to the
reservation late that night.
Tamara was; Pierce believed; the lady in his dreams and once
he arrived home, he could not get her out of his mind. He had to see more of Tamara
and within a few days, he hired the young Indian boy that wore the
red swimming suit, to take care of his customers.
Three days passed when the
green flatbed truck, once again, slowed at Triton Cove and turned
into Tamara's driveway.
Tamara worked in the yard
when she heard Pierce's truck drive up the road. Overjoyed with Pierce’s
unexpected return Tamara rushed to Pierce with open arms the moment
he stepped from the truck.
"I can't believe you're here! I thought you wouldn't be
able to return for a couple weeks." She told Pierce as he pulled
her into his arms and smelled deeply her fragrance. "I couldn't stay away from
you Tamara. I have to
be near you. We need to
talk, sweetie."
Glenn also worked in his yard
with the wolf lying near bye and smiled to himself when he heard
Pierce's vehicle turn into his Tamara's property. Glenn already knew in his
heart, Pierce would return before the week was up, by the way the
two young ones acted the last time he was here.
"Come on in, Mister,” Tamara
said as she walked toward the cabin and brushed her soiled hands on
her jeans, “I'll fix us some coffee and get some of this dirt off
me."
"Ah…you're cute in your
flannel shirt and jeans Tamara. Soil is good…makes the Great
One happy to see his people working the soil." Pierce stated, as he walked
behind and towards the cabin while Tamara tantalized Pierce, with
the sensual movement of her hips.
Moments later Pierce sat at
the table in the turret while he sipped a hot cup of coffee and
gazed outside and around the room at White Wolf's woodwork. Tamara excused herself while
Pierce relaxed and left the room. Soon, Pierce caught, out of
the corner of his eye, a vision in a light green dress standing in
the turret room hallway.
"Ah…here she is…looking like a sea-foam green butterfly this
time." Pierce said
sweetly as he eased up from his chair and sauntered towards
Tamara. "Oh…you silly
boy, you and your butterflies.” Tamara gushed shyly,
however, feeling pleased that Pierce commented on her appearance so
delightfully.
Pierce tenderly took Tamara’s
hand and led her back to the table where he pulled out a chair, next
to his. He attentively
said with a swipe of an arm, "For you, my lovely lady." "Thank you, kind sir.” She replied flowingly,
playing along with his gallant gesture. Pierce asked, "You mentioned
something about White Wolf had died on a place called Lena
Ridge. Where is Lena
Ridge from here?"
Tamara raised her hand and pointed toward the old skidder
road, "Up that road about three miles. Would you like to see Lena
Ridge? I can take you
there, if you want.
Just let me use the 'moon house' first, okay?"
Pierce looked at Tamara with
his dark full brows burrowed above the bridge of his nose, "Moon
house? What's a moon
house?" Tamara laughed
and replied, "You silly boy.
Don't you know anything...? Mister…it's the potty
house!" Pierce broke
out into a delightful hearty chuckle and uttered, "You're so
cute. I noticed the
other day, when I was here, that you seemed to have acquired your
own names for things.
It's very charming…"
Tamara's face burnished a tint of pink and shook her head,
"I've always been that way, I don't know why; I've tried to
change..." Pierce
reached out, held Tamara’s hand in his, and murmured, "Well, I like
it, so don't you worry about changing anything about you…not one
bit…sweetie."
As the young couple hiked up
the skidder road, Tamara could feel Pierce's dark eyes as they
watched her body move.
Unlike the day, Sam walked with her, the feeling with Pierce
excited her and she swayed her little behind just a bit more under
her sea-foam green dress.
They passed through camp
number two and headed farther up the hill towards Lena Ridge as
Tamara swayed along before Pierce. He could not take his eyes
off Tamara and was thoroughly amazed how well she trudged up the
overgrown road in a dress.
When they stepped into the
meadow at Lena Ridge, they stood motionless together, hand in
hand. They remained
silent a few moments while they watched the warm breeze blow the
tall natural grass and wild daisies mystically about the
meadow. In Pierce's
mind, the white daisies swayed gracefully back and forth just like
Tamara did in her pink dress and he loved that.
Tamara released his hand
walked to the old maple tree and stood still for a moment. She held her face up into
the warm wind and gazed longingly from Lena Ridge to the snow-capped
Olympic Mountains, before she strolled to within ten feet of the
edge of the ridge. She
glanced back at Pierce over her shoulder and said mystically, "Isn't
this the most beautiful place in the world, Pierce?"
Pierce moved behind her and
answered in a whisper, "This is the most beautiful place and I'm
with the most beautiful lady."
Slowly, he slid his arms around her from the back and began
rubbing her stomach.
Tamara effortlessly laid her head back on his broad muscular
chest and relaxed, as Pierce’s hands rose freely from her stomach to
her wanting breasts.
Ardently, Pierce lowered his head and began kissing her neck
then snuggled his face in her long red hair. His hands continued to
softly caress her soft breasts and taunted her rose bud nipples into
firm peaks. Tamara
murmured little moans as she felt her body coming alive under his
tender loving.
Lazily, Pierce allowed one of
his large hands to slip down from her breast, over her stomach and
onto her flaming terrain.
At a leisurely pace and very gently, he moved the side of his
thumb against her pleasure button and applied a tender circular
pressure. Suddenly,
Tamara felt his tantalization growing against her posterior as he
moved back slightly and raised her dress. Deliberately, he moved his
hand between her legs and continued his messaging motion, twirling
his thumb lightly around and around her fruitful desire. Tamara felt her legs growing
weak and soon she began to slip down to the ground. At the same time, Pierce
effortlessly turned her body so that she lay in the field of daisies
on her back staring up at him with passion glazing her sea-blue
eyes.
Time passed as the young
couple grew familiar with one another and their flesh became
revealed as nature intended, allowing the warm breeze to freely
caress their fiery bodies.
Apprehension and the point of no return, passed quickly over
Tamara, unnoticed, as she blossomed wholly into womanhood. She felt as though her body
had left the ground beneath her and soared high in the heaven above.
The birds above them sang
joyfully as thousands of colorful butterflies fluttered about on the
white daisies surrounding them. They entered the meadow as
two and now were but one, their souls interconnected as their bodies
fell into a whirlwind of exploding ecstasy, which lasted as long as
any erupting volcano.
Exhausted, they lay next to each other silently gazing up to
the sky waiting for their lively beating hearts to slow and their
winged breathing to subside.
Tamara knew that Pierce was
truly her dream lover and come what may, in the future, she would
never love another as she did Pierce, the wonderful man lying next
to her now.
Pierce could not believe what
he had just experienced and knew that no matter how long he lived
the lovely red-haired lady next to him would always be his true
dream love.
As the two lovers moseyed
back down the skidder road, Tamara asked, “Do you think a dead
persons soul can live in an animal?” Pierce thought for a moment
then answered, “I believe a human spirit could live in an animal,
but not a human soul, man is the only creature on earth that has a
soul. All things have
spirit, animals, trees, rocks, and fire. The most frequently
translated Great Spirit, is the spirit over, under and throughout
the entire physical world, not personal or
impersonal. Spirits, not man’s souls,
every act, and every thought, walks hand-in-hand with spirit. The hunting of an animal for
food is a dialogue between the hunter and the spirit of the
animal. Human sexuality
mirrors and participates in the masculine and feminine forces
present in all the earth and the skies beyond. Almost every act could be
considered ritual, since each act is consciously tied to
spirit.”
When they entered a
heavily forested area Pierce stopped, pulled Tamara to him, and
stared deep into her exquisite blue eyes. "I haven't had enough of you
my lovely lady. I want
to make love to you here... on this thick green moss." Tamara stepped back and
peered into Pierce's wonton chestnut eyes and replied coyly, "Okay,
Mister. Take your
clothes off right now, I want to watch."
Tamara need not say another
word, for Pierce, immediately kicked off his boots and with fumbling
fingers, unbuttoned his shirt and removed his undershirt. Continuing at a high rate of
speed, he pulled down his jeans and underwear with one swoop and
tossed his clothes on the ground. Proudly, he stood before her
wearing only his white socks.
To Tamara, Pierce again
looked like a huge brown-eyed raccoon ready to pounce on a
playmate. Instantly,
Tamara grabbed his clothes, leaving the boots, she took off running
down the skidder road as fast as she could, leaving a trail of
twittering laughter behind her.
Pierce grabbed his boots and
began to put them on as he yelled out to her, "Hey…lovely lady…wait
for me." The moment his
boots were on, he chased after Tamara and quickly caught up, just as
she threw his cloths high up into a tree. Pierce, paused for a moment
and bewilderedly looked at Tamara, then he laughed and began to
climb the tree.
Tamara, snickering, stood
below watching as his dark bare behind shimmed up the tree. Once he retrieved his
clothes, he jumped immediately to the ground, surprising Tamara.
Like a flash, she was off and
running down the skidder road, laughing and screaming playfully, as
Pierce, struggled to get his clothes on, then chased after her
yelling, "Okay, now you're going to get it….you little tease…you'll
be sorry you tricked me…I'll get even with you." Tamara only laughed harder
from his comments.
Glenn, weeding his garden,
heard the commotion coming from the woods, smiled at the timber
wolf, and muttered, "Yep, Yep, It's another fine day."
Just then, Pierce, half
dressed, chased Tamara into the little log cabin, while Glenn nodded
his gray head up and down contentedly.
Chapter
Twenty-Three
Later that evening, after all
the twittering and laughter subsided from the cabin, Glenn moseyed
over and tapped lightly on the door. Pierce and Tamara were
sitting on the floor in front of the glowing fireplace. Tamara invited Glenn inside
and offered him the Morris chair then sat beside Pierce as Pierce
pulled her close to him.
Glenn leaned forward and
asked Pierce, “How’s business at the Reservation. Do you sell many wood
carvings there?”
"Well," Pierce responded,
"it's pretty good in the summer, but for nine months out of the year
there's no tourists…but I get by." "Hmm.” Glenn mused for a moment
then raised his head, "Well…here, on the highway there's traffic
going by all year round.
Maybe you should think about selling some of your beautiful
carvings here too.
Tamara's property would be an excellent spot on the highway
to display them."
Pierce thought for a moment,
knowing if he could sell his carvings here, then he could be near
Tamara more often.
"That might work.
I could pay Tamara a percentage of my sales." Pierce turned to Tamara,
"What do you think?”
Pierce eyes expressing---please say yes.
Tamara's eyes beamed as her
words slipped freely from her smiling mouth, "That sounds
wonderful. I was trying
to figure out a way for me to live here year round…." She fluttered her lashes
teasingly at Pierce, "so I could see more of you,
Mister."
Soon Tamara, Glenn, and
Pierce had an area cleared near the highway, in front of the little
log cabin. Pierce
brought a load of carvings from the Reservation and put up a cedar
board sign; White Wolf Carvings.
The first two weeks, Tamara
and Pierce had made a nice profit and everything appeared to be
working out just as Glenn had surmised.
Glenn always arrived early
each morning, with the big silver timber wolf and together they sat
with Tamara, while she waited for customers to stop. Glenn loved telling stories
to the many customers.
It made him feel he was still working in the old tackle shop
that stood idle across the highway.
Pierce never spent the nights
at Tamara's. He told
Tamara it was not proper and he did not want the neighbors, or Glenn
to think poorly of her.
Whenever he stayed a night at Triton Cove, Pierce always
slept at Glenn's house and made sure he moved his green flatbed
truck to Glenn's yard.
One night Pierce asked Glenn
how he supported himself.
Glenn told Pierce, about ten years ago, he owed the Travelers
Rest Auto Camp, across the highway and the tackle store too. After Cala passed away, he
divided the auto camp into small waterfront lots with a cabin on
each lot. He put for
sale signs on the properties and when they sold, he carried the
paper work. But today
most of the properties have been paid off and he only has a couple
contracts left to pay the bills. Glenn downheartedly shook
his head, “In a few years, I’ll have to sell my house and buy me a
little trailer; maybe park it on Tamara’s lot?” Pierce rubbed at his chin
while he thought how he might be able to help Glenn in his senior
years.
Six weeks after Tamara and
Pierce had met; Pierce brought another load of carvings from the
Reservation. After he
unloaded the carvings, he sat with Tamara in the turret while they
had their morning coffee.
Tamara noticed Pierce seemed to be in a troubled frame of
mind. However, she did
not approach him on the subject and simply waited to see if he would
discuss whatever was bothering him. Pierce was unusually
quiet. He kept his eyes
focused on the tabletop and idly fingered the grain of the
wood. From time to
time, he took a sip of coffee but remain silent.
Tamara began to grow
apprehensive and wondered, nervously, if Pierce was thinking of
ending their relationship or perhaps she may have done something or
said something wrong.
Pierce finally pulled his
large dark eyes from the tabletop and gazed fearfully into her blue
anxiety-ridden eyes, "Ah…I can't stand it any longer, I don't want
to be your dream lover any more."
Tamara's heart lurched and
her eyes immediately filled with tears. Her mouth fell slack but she
could not utter a single word.
She could hear a voice in her head telling her to run, run
away as fast as she could.
She was about to get hurt and running was the only way to
stop it from happening.
"I…a… Oh Tamara." Pierce had a pained
expression, "This is so hard, I don't know how to say it. I don't have all them smooth
romantic words… All I
can say is… oh heck…Tamara; I just want to be your full-time lover."
Tamara's ears perked-up and
her eyes widened as she watched Pierce reach into his pocket and
remove a shinny wooden ring, "I made this from a burl I found in the
Enchanted Valley."
Tamara's eyes sparkled and her heart pounded like a
drum. She gazed at the
beautiful wooden ring, willing herself to calm down. It was as shinny as pure
gold and she knew that Pierce had made it with his pure and simple
love.
She raised her surprised eyes
to his large chestnut ones, and noticed Pierce’s eyes were
expressing fear of rejection and Tamara yelled aloud, "Yes---I'll
marry you." Tamara was
overjoyed as huge tears of joy streamed from her lovely blue
eyes. Pierce beamed as
a wide grin formed on his well chiseled handsome face and Tamara
uttered, jokingly, "You silly boy---what took you so long to ask?"
~*~
Glenn was overjoyed at the
marriage and later as Pierce and Tamara sat on the floor by the
stone fireplace, they made their wedding plans. They would be married at the
Lake Quinault Lodge in the white gazebo at the edge of the
water. It would be a
small affair with only Tamara's mother Ginny, Glenn and Pierce's
Uncle Joe. Joe would be
Pierce's best man and Glenn would give Tamara
away.
It broke Tamara’s heart when
she received a letter from Ginny! Ginny told her she was not
happy that Tamara was marring an Indian. She was not happy Tamara
became close to that old man Glenn and she didn’t want anything to
do with her for the rest of her life! Tamara hung her
head.
Tamara and Pierce were
married that winter, on December 10th 1960, six months after she
left Parker Arizona.
The day was cold for an outdoor wedding but their hearts were
warm and they never noticed the cool temperature. Tamara wore Pierce’s
favorite pink dress which she had trimmed with daisies and carried a
bouquet of pink carnations.
Pierce, dressed in a brown buckskin shirt, stood proudly next
to his little bride as they recited their marriage vows under the
white gazebo at the Lake Quinault Lodge, on Lake Quinault, in the
middle of the Olympic Rain Forest.
Glenn wore his blue pen
stripped suit and had to wipe his eyes several times during the
simple ceremony. While
Pierce and Tamara honeymooned at the lodge, Joe and Glenn sat by the
huge fireplace in the main floor and exchanged stories of long
ago.
As the newly weds spent their
first night together at the affluent Quinault Lodge, Tamara knew in
her heart, their marriage would last a lifetime.
Chapter
Twenty-Four
During the next five months,
Pierce built Tamara a log addition on the cabin. They now had indoor plumbing
and electricity, thanks to Glenn for running a power line from his
house to the cabin and the tool shed now had a washer and
drier.
At first, Tamara wasn’t eager
to modernize the cabin, but when Pierce told her he could not let
her go on roughing it in the cabin, he wanted his wife to have nice
things other wives had.
She smiled, kissed him tenderly, nodded her head, and gave
Pierce permission to up grade their cabin.
One month later Pierce
ordered new electric power to the property and wired the cabin. He bought a hot water heater
along with all the things needed for a modern bathroom. Tamara named the new
addition the 'moon room' and had Pierce carve a tiny half moon in
the middle of the new bathroom door.
One morning, in June of 1961,
Glenn and Pierce sat together at White Wolf Carvings and talked
while they waited for customers.
Glenn spotted a new red car
coming down the hill on the highway and nudged Pierce, "Look at that
new Buick, boy them cars are really a changing these days."
Pierce glanced at the new car
as it passed by, "Yes…that's a 1961 Fireball with a four barrel
carburetor, has a hundred and fifty-five horsepower V8 in it. You can get it with a
dual-path two speed automatic transmission and power assisted
brakes."
"Yep. Yep. Everything is a
changing…these days.”
Glenn muttered, remembering back when he bought his Model-T
and his 1941 Cadillac, then said to Pierce, “You know a lot about
cars, do you think you can get my car running?” Pierce replied, “I bet I
can! I bet I can sell
that car too, after we wash and polish it up. I think my Uncle Joe would
pay you a good amount of money for that classic car, so he could
drive around the Reservation and show it off.” Glenn beamed with delight,
while Pierce cautiously whittled at a small piece of cedar and
created a small wooden raccoon for Tamara's collection. It delighted and amused him
and Glenn that Tamara now had an entire family of the little
creatures visiting her every morning and evening. Dog food had become a major
item on their monthly shopping list and it was not for the
wolf. The numerous
fifty-pound bags were purchased for Tamara's family of
raccoons. The wolf
hunted its own food and never touched the raccoon's, which always
sat on the back porch in a big dog bowl.
Pierce carved the first
raccoon for Tamara a few days before their wedding day. The carving was not anything
special to Pierce, but when Tamara saw it, she was so overjoyed and
animated with the tiny wooden carving that Pierce began to crave
more. She always acted
as though she was a child.
Tamara would hug and kiss Pierce and clap her hands with joy
every time he finished one for her, so he kept on whittling.
Pierce treasured the moments
when Tamara allowed that little girl in her to slip out. He knew that he would always
carve special things for her.
Although, he was beginning to wonder where she was going to
put them all. Their
bedroom now displayed small nick-knack shelves, that Tamara called,
'what-not shelves', in the corners. Pierce had noticed the night
before, the shelves were nearly filled with the tiny raccoon
carvings, and he guessed he would soon need to make more
shelves.
When Tamara walked toward
them Pierce said, "Hi sweetie, why are you all dressed up and
looking like a lovely pink butterfly today?” Tamara blushed at Pierce,
"Silly boy. I'm not
dressed-up."
Glenn peered up at Tamara,
with the knowledge of many years in his wintry eyes, and smiled as
he nodded his head lightly up and down. "Look dressed to kill as far
as I can tell, but…I'm wondering who you're after, Pierce, or
me?” "Oh," Tamara
stomped her foot and placed her hands on her hips somewhat
provocatively, "You two…
Can't a girl put a dress on for no reason at all?"
"Yep.” Glenn answered then looked
away and Pierce watched, amused, as his lovely wife and best friend
jokingly bantered.
Tamara questioned Pierce,
"No… What I came down
here for…was…well.
Hmm…I was wondering if my sweet husband would like to take a
walk with me up the skidder road this morning?"
Pierce looked to Glenn and
Glenn peered back at him from under his bushy gray brows. "I can collect the money
here…yep. You two go
for a walk. It's spring
and all the wild daises will be blooming…yep."
Glenn and the wolf watched as
Pierce and Tamara walked away hand in hand, swinging their
arms. He smiled and
looked to the wolf," Yep, it's going to be another one of those fine
days."
Chapter Twenty-Five
Again Pierce followed Tamara
past camp two and on up towards Lena Ridge. While they walked, they
talked about how well the carving business was doing. Pierce told her he was very
happy he moved all the business off the Reservation. Pierce believed since more
and more tourist were coming to the canal, it looked as though their
business would only increase.
Tamara mentioned Glenn’s
birthday was coming up next month and asked Pierce what he thought
they should give Glenn for a gift. She wanted it to be
something very special because he was such a special person.
Halfway up, Tamara stopped
and turned to Pierce, "Do you remember this spot Mister?" Pierce looked around until
his eyes came to rest on a thick moss covered area. Immediately he glanced back
to his wife, with a grin from ear to ear. Tamara stood seductively and
slowly began to undo the small pearl buttons up the back of her pink
dress. Pierced allowed
a libidinous grin to deliberately spread cross his bronze face as
she let the pink dress softly flow down to the moss covered
ground. Proudly, she
stood before him again as nature had intended.
Pierce's eyes savored all her
famishing beauty, at the same time, the cool spring breeze, along
with Tamara's erotic thoughts, pointed her rose bud nipples. At a leisurely pace, Tamara
lewdly placed her body invitingly down upon the thick moss forest
bed. She gazed up to
her sensuous husband, with her translucent blue eyes, beseeching him
to join her.
A sparrow sang a love song
for them in a near by tree, as Tamara freely parted her snow-white
legs captivating her husband's observation. Flowingly, she held up one
of her hands to him, with the wooden wedding band glimmering under
the brilliant rays of the mild spring sunlight.
Pierce did not need anymore
of an invitation and quickly began stripping off his clothing. This time, he knew she would
not throw his clothes up into a tree. When he kneeled on the thick
moss beside her, he reached to her with one of his large callous
fingers and touched her cheek.
"I love you so, my lovely lady." Tenderly he moved his finger
to her lips and ran it over her sweet pink mouth. The simple touch immediately
caused Tamara's little body to shiver with a lustful burning desire
and she released a tiny meow on a breath of air. From her lips, still keeping
his brown eyes locked with hers, Pierce moved his arousing finger
down over her chin and neck to the mounds of snow upon her
chest. He swirled his
finger in a light spherical motion, working his way to each one of
the pink peaks.
As his finger continued down
her body over her stomach and to her garden, he lowered his head
down and their lips embraced sensually with one another's. Their tongues plunged
deeply, exploring and savoring each another's fanciful
sweetness. Pierce found
her hungry garden, tenderly with his large finger, he taunted the
small bud above it.
Obligingly, he drove Tamara to supreme and numerous
phenomenal highest of gratification.
When she pleaded for the
genuine entity, he rose above her blocking out the sun, then slipped
his strong callous hands under her scorching cheeks, and assisted
her greenhouse up to his flaming solid implement. Easily he entered the moist
steaming greenhouse and zealously began to cultivate its matured
fruit.
Tamara twisted and turned, in
circular motions beneath him, her body craving for more and more of
the thick solid instrument.
Pierce struggled for control,
wanting the final moment to be peerless for them both. His wife's craving appetite
nearly caused his upheaval many times. Nevertheless, his mastery
abounded until she petitioned him to make her full, with his
phenomenal warmth.
After a much-needed rest,
Tamara became the lewd aggressor; Pierce's mind and body obeyed her
contiguity. More
mountains and gardens were discovered and explored that warm spring
afternoon on the mossy green forest floor. All the while, the songbird
continued, in a tall fir tree above them, to sing his
melody.
Two hours later, drained and
fatigued, Tamara and Pierce walked hand in hand, serenely down the
old skidder road, without uttering a single word. Pierce walked up to his
chair and sat down next to Glenn under the White Wolf Carving's
sign. He deliberately
bent down and retrieved a fresh piece of cedar then looked the small
piece of sweet smelling wood over carefully, and before long, he
methodically began to whittle a songbird.
Glenn glanced over his
shoulder in time to witness his Granddaughter swaying with love into
her log cabin; a ring of white daisies lay on top of her shimmering
red hair like a crown.
Affirmatively, he lowered one of his furrowed wintry hands
and buoyantly stroked the silver wolf laying next to his chair and
smiled blissfully as he nodded his head slightly up and down. Just like he figured, it
was… a real fine day indeed.
Chapter
Twenty-six
July arrived at the canal,
one year after Tamara left Arizona, as the weather warmed and the
air became humid.
Tamara and Pierce enjoyed a very profitable surge in
business. Pierce had to
carve every day to keep up with his dwindling stock. Glenn and Tamara had become
very proficient sales people, handled the customers efficiently
while Pierce hauled logs, and chiseled the carvings. The wolf always lay by the
road and when a tourist passed by and saw the wolf, tires would
squeal and come to a stop.
One warm morning in July,
Tamara and Pierce sat in the turret drinking their morning
coffee. All of the
sudden Tamara's large blue eyes shot up to Pierce with a frightful
expression spreading across her lovely face and suddenly blurted
out; "Something terrible has just happened! I feel scared!"
Pierce looked out the window
and saw the timber wolf sitting outside looking in the cabin. Pierce stood up and looked
around for Glenn, thinking he was coming along behind the wolf for
his morning coffee.
With no sign of Glenn, he opened the door to let the wolf
inside. The wolf turned
away from the open door and stared back towards Glenn's house. The wolf glanced back at
Pierce again then back at Glenn's property, and then moved a few
paces back.
Pierce turned to Tamara and
said, "I think he wants us to follow him."
"Oh no…” Tamara groaned, "I know
something is terribly wrong, I can feel it…"
Pierce and Tamara quickly
left the turret and ran to Glenn's house. As they crossed the creek,
they both noticed that the rusty old stovepipe on Glenn’s house had
no smoke rising from the pipe.
The wolf ran ahead and
entered the house without looking back. Tamara and Pierce followed
the wolf in the back door and quickly through the house. The wolf led them into
Glenn's bedroom then sat down next to Glenn’s bed.
On that warm July morning,
Tamara's Grandfather had peacefully passed away.
Tamara turned to Pierce and
fell into his waiting open arms. Her body racked with tremors
as tears of heartache flowed down her cheeks.
Downheartedly they left the
room and sat in the living room to discuss the terrible
situation. Suddenly a
loud bang come from Glenn's bedroom and both instantaneously jumped
up from the couch and rushed into the room. When they entered the
bedroom, the wolf stood over an old brown Bible that had fallen off
Glenn's nightstand and onto the floor.
Tamara picked up the worn and
tattered bible and peered up into Pierce's sorrowful brown eyes, as
tears slipped from her own grievous eyes and dropped onto the top of
the bible, "You know, honey, Grandpa told me something about this
bible. He said he wrote
in here about where and how he wanted to be buried. At the time, I didn't want
to think about such a thing and brushed it off, now I’ll have
too. All I can remember
is Grandpa wanted to be buried next to Wolf, it’s written in here,"
Tamara held up the Bible, "we'll find out where Wolf’s buried now."
Pierce and Tamara returned to
the living room and read what Glenn had written in his bible. They discussed a plan,
knowing what they were about to do was highly illegal. However, if they called the
authorities now, they knew that there was no way the state would
allow them to bury Glenn in the area he had requested. The authorities would just
hall Glenn’s body off and Jerry would do what he wanted with
it.
Before the hot July sun began
to slip behind the Olympic Mountain Range, Pierce carried Glenn's
body, in his arms, up the old skidder road. Tamara and the wolf
sorrowfully followed.
Tamara had bathed Glenn after
Pierce moved his body into the living room and dressed him in his
blue pin stripped suit.
Tamara knew that Glenn would have wanted it that way.
Earlier Pierce took all the
evidence that there had been a death in the house put them in the
burn barrel and set them afire and they came up with a plan that
morning. They would act
as though they didn’t know what happen to Glenn. He just disappeared, maybe
at his age, he just wondered off into the woods and died, and they
vowed to stick to that story.
When they reached Lena Ridge,
Pierce dug a grave under the old maple tree where Glenn had
instructed them to do, four passes west of the outreached branch and
next to Wolf’s grave.
After the burial, they
disguised the freshly dug grave and Tamara picked two large handfuls
of wild white daisies and placed them on Glenn's and Wolf's
graves. Tamara prayed
to God from Glenn’s Bible and Pierce prayed to the Great One to keep
Glenn safe and deliver him to Heaven.
When they backed away from
the tree to leave, the timber wolf lay down on Glenn's grave and
refused to come.
Late that night, as Tamara
and Pierce lay in bed watching the full moon's light filter through
the window, they heard the far-off howling of the wolf, coming from
the direction of Lena Ridge, as the wolf howled at the moon.
During the next week, the sun
shinned, but the days were dark and gray for Tamara. She moved about, performed
her chores in an uncaring state, and tried to appear nothing was
wrong. Pierce knew
better, he could see the pain in her mournful sad eyes.
One day Pierce drove to the
Quinault Lodge to deliver some carvings to their gift shop. The gift shop sold his
carvings on consignment.
When he returned to Triton Cove he announced to Tamara, as he
entered the cabin, "I think it's time to finish one more project
around here for my lovely lady."
That evening Pierce installed
pieces of radiant multi colored stained glass in the old patio door.
The next morning Tamara woke
to the sun projecting hundreds of ravishing colors throughout the
inside of the log bedroom and slowly rose with a smile she had not
had since Glenn passed away.
Pierce noticed the small
glimmer of delight shinning from her eyes, but the pain from her
Grandfather's death still shone in her heart. Ten days after Glenn passed
away, Tamara reported Glenn missing to the Sheriff's
department. The search
and rescue teams spent days looking for Glenn, then finally
determined he must have been demented at his age, eighty-six, and
most likely wandered off and died somewhere in the mountains. It could be years before
someone stumbled upon his remains and that they were very
sorry. They could not
keep the search crews searching any longer for Glenn.
Tamara knew the Sheriff's
department had notified her Uncle Jerry about his father's
disappearance. She was
surprised Jerry had not showed up to help with the search.
Eight months passed when one
morning Tamara saw a familiar blue corvette pull out of a neighbor's
driveway, on the waterside of the highway. At the time, she thought
nothing of it and never bothered to take a good look at the driver
as it sped away.
At twelve o’clock, Tamara
crossed the highway to get the mail from the mailbox. As she walked towards the
mailbox, she met up with the neighbor where the blue car had
been. They were not
good friends nor did they personally socialize, however, they always
exchanged kind greetings and small talk whenever they happened to
meet. When Tamara
greeted the neighbor, the lady stared at her with hateful eyes,
turned her back, and shunned away.
Tamara was completely
bewildered, at the lady’s rude behavior as she crossed back over the
highway and up the driveway.
When she returned to the cabin, she told Pierce about the
incident.
Pierce was puzzled and wanted
to know what was wrong so he and Tamara walked to the neighbor's
house and softly knocked on door. The door flew open and the
lady stared at them with hateful eyes and yelled, "What do you two
want here?” Shocked,
Tamara apologized, "I'm sorry, I must have offended you in some
way. Please tell me
what I've done wrong."
The once congenial lady,
pointed her finger at Tamara and bellowed, "If you shake-rats come
on my property again, I'll call the Sheriff and have you two
Hippies’s arrested for trespassing. Now get the hell out of
here. Get off my
property now! And…don't
you dare ever come back!"
Very confused, Tamara and
Pierce left the woman’s property as the woman shouted louder, "You
shake-rats killed that poor old man and stole his property! You'll burn in hell for
that!" Then she
forcefully slammed the door shut.
Tamara's hand shook as Piece
held it tight. "What's
a shake rat," Tamara asked, while they made their way across the
highway, "Are we shake rats?
Why in the world would she think we killed Grandpa? I didn't have to steal his
property, Grandpa gave it to me…remember…for my graduation
gift. I don't
understand we’re not Hippies Jerry owns Grandpa's property now, not
me. Where is Jerry
anyway, he never came around after Glenn was missing. That seems a bit strange to
me." Pierce simply
shook his head in bewilderment, "I'll ask Ivan, up at hardware store
in Brinnon why that lady
yelled at us.
Ivan knows all the gossip around these parts and honey, a
shake-rat is a person that cuts trees and works in the woods. I have no idea why she would
call us shake-rats.
We're not shake-rats or Hippy’! I'm sorry sweet heart…we'll
get to the bottom of this…
I promise…"
Pierce troubled inside, as he
and Tamara sorrowfully entered the log cabin. Pierce pulled Tamara into
his arms and tried to comfort her. He could not understand what
was happening with their neighbor and wondered how many other
neighbors were feeling or thinking the same terrible thoughts about
them. He decided not to
bring the subject up again, until he spoke with
Ivan.
Chapter
Twenty-seven
Morning came when Tamara and
Pierce were awakened by the sound of men cutting brush, on the north
side of the creek.
Pierce quickly dressed and hurried outside to find out what
they were doing. A man
dress in an Olympic surveying shirt, sauntered towards Pierce and
informed him the owner of the property, Jerry Morris next door
wanted his land surveyed, so it could be sold.
Tamara and Pierce watched
from the turret as they drank their morning coffee and watched the
survey crew hard at work.
While the men went about their business, cutting brush and
pounding in new survey stakes.
The property line Glenn had marked in the old tree turned out
to agree with the new surveyed line, on Glenn’s side of the creek.
After the survey, Pierce left
for Brinnon. When
Pierce arrived at the hardware store, he took Ivan aside and asked,
"Ivan, would you please tell me if you heard any bad rumors about
Tamara and me?"
Ivan rubbed at his chin and
thought for a moment.
Ivan didn’t like to tell people bad news, but since Pierce
was such a nice young man and had been a loyal customer, he felt it
was only right to tell Pierce what some people have spread around
about him and his lovely wife.
"I'm sorry, Pierce, I don't believe the crappy rumors, but to
give you a heads up….
People are saying you killed Tamara's Grandfather for his
property and stole all his money and his car.” Pierce shook his head no,
“Glenn just disappeared, he had no money, and my friend Joe bought
his old car for twenty-five hundred dollars.” Ivan squeezed his lips,
“Word is.…Glenn kept lots of money in his safe. They're even claiming you
sell drugs and walk around stoned all the time. Oh yeah, something about a
blue boat? “Ivan raised
his brows, shrugged his shoulders, and uttered, "Someone has it in
for you my friend and I don't know who it is. I'm very sorry and I don’t
believe a word they say."
Pierce left Ivan’s hardwood store
downhearted.
Two weeks passed when one
morning Tamara and Pierce watched as a Sheriff's car pulled in their
driveway and parked under the White Wolf Carvings sign. The Sherriff stood from his
green and white patrol car holding a map in his hands as he walked
toward the cabin.
Pierce left the room when he
saw the deputy walking their way.
The deputy pointed to the map
and asked Pierce, "You do know it's against the law to move survey
stakes don't you?"
Tamara walked out with a
bewildered expression and told the officer, "My Uncle Jerry just had
his property surveyed, on the north side of the creek," she pointed
around at the visible new survey stakes. "Well," uttered the officer
scratching the back of his head, "A Mister Jerry Morris made a
complaint that you moved the property lines. Guess you'll just have to
have it resurveyed."
Tamara felt the anger
building inside, but tried to keep her voice calm as she replied,
"That's where the survey is…if we have it resurveyed Jerry will just
say we moved the line again…"
The deputy glanced at Pierce
with a stone face, "Well…
I guess you can bring charges against Mister Morris. This looks like a family
problem and I don't get involved with this kind of matter, it’s a
civil case. I think you
need to find yourself a good attorney." The officer turned, walked
back towards his patrol car, started the engine, and drove away.
Tamara was so angry she could
have spit nails as her and Pierce walked back to the cabin. Inside Tamara started to cry
out of frustration as her words came out between sobs of grief and
despair, "What are we going to do? This place has changed so
much with Grandpa gone.
Now… are we going to have to fight with Jerry over my
property and all those terrible lies? I don't think anything will
ever be peaceful, or the same around here anymore. Without Grandpa, I’m so
lonely here, whenever I look across the creek I think of Grandpa,
what can we do honey?"
Tamara looked up into
Pierce's sad eyes with her begging ones and waited for a reply. Pierce felt he was letting
Tamara down, he did not have a clue as what they should do now. Pierce asked himself, how
can one fight malicious rumors and lies? There was no answer and
Pierce simply looked down.
The following morning, tired
and frazzled after a restless night, Tamara and Pierce drove to
Shelton to a title insurance company. Since they couldn’t afford
an attorney, they wanted to ask the title company, what they had to
do to put an end to the property line dispute. The title company told them,
the only way to put an end to the dispute was to put up a fence and
wait seven years. If no
one ever took them to court over the fence line, the fence would be
their undisputed property line. On the other hand, they
could simply sell the property as it is. Once the property sold with
title insurance and it had been recorded, there would no longer be
any dispute where the lines were.
That night, laying in bed
gazing up at the ceiling, Tamara whispered, "Oh…Pierce. Do you realize we haven't
made love in along time?
Not since that time up on Lena Ridge, back in July." Pierce murmured, "Yes,
lovely lady, but I know how you've been feeling these days. Things will get better."
"Not as long as we live
here,” Tamara replied, “We can't just wake-up and things will be
better with my hateful uncle stirring up trouble. I love this little cabin so
much, but not as much as I love you, Mister. People hate us here…what
have we done to deserve this.
Do we have to sell our beautiful cabin to be happy? It's not fair…not fair at
all!"
Pierce rolled on his side
pulled Tamara to his chest and slowly began to comb her long silky
hair with a tender touch.
Eventually, as they snuggled together, wrapped in each
other’s arms, they fell into a much-needed sleep.
Sometime after midnight,
startled, Tamara woke to the sound of the patio door slowly opening
then softly closed. She
sat up in bed and at the end of the bed stood Glenn with the wolf at
his side.
Glenn gazed down at Tamara
with a great sadness emitting from his eyes and said, "I'm so sorry,
Tamara. I've brought so
much heartache down on the one I love the most. It's time to let go. You must sell this
property. Pierce will
find you your dream cabin…it's already written my dear."
Glenn slowly moved to the
side of the bed and leaned down. Tenderly he placed a kiss on
Tamara's head, as a gust of wind blew the patio door open and Pierce
and Tamara woke to the sound of crackling thunder and lighting.
The next day, they listed the
log cabin with a local real-estate company in Hoodsport. The following day they
looked over a map Pierce's friend Joe, made for them about a
property for sale. Joe
said the map led to a piece of property, he felt would be very
interesting to them.
Pierce trusted Joe and knew that Joe had a good idea to what
they were looking for.
They immediately decided they would make the trip the
following day to find the new property.
Tamara happily exclaimed as
they climbed into bed that night, "We can look at it as an
adventure, a new adventure in our lives!" Pierce smiled warmly at
Tamara, his lovely lady looked happy now and Pierce was
pleased. Before Pierce
fell to sleep, he silently asked the Great One to help guide them in
their new adventure.
Chapter
Twenty-Eight
The next day as Pierce's
flatbed truck trudged higher and higher up a thickly forested
mountain road, Tamara began to wonder if the map they had was
correct. She was sure
no human ever lived on the huge mountain they climbed. Along the way, they
encountered hundreds of chipmunks; bushy tailed squirrels, several
proud white tail deer, and even a red fox. Tamara was delighted with
all the animal life and the wonderful treed forest and beautiful
fragment wild flowers that filled the air.
Tamara looked at Pierce and
studied his handsome face, her heart warmed for the man she loved so
much. Inside she wished
they could recover the, oh so special love, they once shared. Shared, before Grandpa
died---before the problems ruined their little log cabin
home---before people hated them for no reason. Tamara's blue eyes filled
with tears. The
thoughts were so painful; she shook her head lightly trying to shake
away the unpleasantness that had entered her mind. Tamara scolded herself and
told herself, this day was the beginning of a new adventure. She was supposed to be happy
today and leave the hurtful memories behind.
Soon the trees grew thicker,
green grass covered the ground everywhere, and the sun shinned
through the heavy forested area. Tamara, watched closely as
they drove farther up the mountain and thought the area was
something described in a children's fairytale, like an enchanted
forest.
"Awe…” Pierce, exclaimed, "I think
we've found the road."
He slowed his old truck and turned onto a small dirt road
that was heavily over grown with brush. The truck easily pushed the
brush down and soon a log cabin appeared, nestled harmoniously among
the trees that were on three sides of the cabin that over looked a
serine blue lake.
Before Tamara opened the
door, she exclaimed happily, as she peered through the windshield,
"I want it!" The truck
door flew open and Tamara jumped out before Pierce had a chance to
turn off the engine.
By the time Pierce stepped
down from his flatbed truck, Tamara was standing beside his door
jumping up and down and clapping her hands exclaiming,
"Oh…Oh…Oh…isn't it just adorable, Mister?"
Pierce felt his heart flutter
as he watched, the little girl in Tamara come alive again, as Tamara
overflowed with happiness.
"Okay… Come on… let's take a look,"
Pierce said as he reached out and took Tamara’s hand. They walked hand in hand
towards the miniature structure, while their eyes and mind filled
with great possibilities for the somewhat old and neglected log
cabin. On the back
porch sat an old ringer washing machine, Tamara giggled at the
thought of trying to use it without getting her long hair caught in
the wringers. Pierce
released Tamara's hand when they reached the porch, he bent down and
retrieved the key from under a rock, where Joe told him it would be.
When they opened the
backdoor, they were speechless, while they looked through the cabin
from the back door; they could see out a front window. It was a huge window with
numerous small panes and they could see the window over looked a
brilliant serene cobalt lake.
Steep snow capped mountains surrounded the lake.
As soon as they entered the
living room, they discovered there were two more large windows with
a pane glass door between them. The door opened out onto a
covered porch that extended the entire length along the front of the
cabin.
They stood speechless on the
front porch and discovered the log cabin had its own dock on the
lake. Excited, Tamara
cuddled Pierce and murmured in a soft dreamy voice, "This is the
most beautiful place on earth.
I've never seen anything so absolutely gorgeous. I want it, Mister. I just love it…. We'll be so happy here. No neighbors either…what is
the name of this lake?"
Pierce wrapped his arms
around Tamara’s stomach as they stood together gazing out over the
lovely clear blue water and nonchalantly said, "This is Spirit
Lake… We're on Mount
St. Helens, my sweetie pie."
Then he bent down and placed a tender kiss on Tamara’s
cheek.
The following Monday, Tamara
and Pierce had three possible buyers for their Triton Cove
property. They were
greatly surprised for they knew of houses, much nicer than theirs,
that had been for sale for over five years. Both of them had prepared
themselves for a long wait for a good sale.
Tamara and Pierce sat in the
turret room while they waited for the realtor to arrive. They discussed, if the
property sold fast, how Jerry would be so mad and surprised. As far as they knew, Jerry
did not know that their property had been put up for sale. They figured Jerry was
probably thinking, they were only in the process of getting the land
resurveyed. The realtor
had called that morning and informed Tamara and Pierce that he had
made appointments to show the cabin to three different prospective
buyers, and they waited with mixed emotions and heavy
hearts.
The first couple looked at
the cabin wanted to dicker on the price, but the agent told them,
there were other buyers interested and he felt the owners did not
want to dicker. The
second lookers wanted more bedrooms because their nasty
thirteen-year-old daughter insisted that she was going to have the
large bedroom over the waterfall for herself. Tamara could not believe how
rude and demanding the child acted and the mother simply allowed
it. She watched in awe
while the hefty young girl, acting as though she was the adult,
instructed her mother, she wanted this and that. Tamara knew she would not
want such a hard and demanding child in her peaceful little home.
The third couple, an
attractive middle-aged couple, loved the cabin. Tamara liked the couple the
moment she met them and hoped they would be the new owners. It was important to her to
sell the cabin to someone she liked. The nice couple made their
permanent home in the Olympia area and wanted a vacation cabin on
Hood Canal. They said
they had driven by the place many times over the years and always
wondered if it would ever come up for sale. They did not ask for
anything to be changed and had the cash money, so Gary and Sue Wise
left with the agent to make-out all the papers.
Tamara was happy and ready to
start packing. Her
heart was heavy with the thought of leaving her home and she had to
keep reminding herself that it was for the best and only thing to
do. Anyway, she had a
new home that she loved and knew her and Pierce would be very happy
living on Spirit Lake.
Tamara and Pierce
downheartedly signed the papers in the turret room, when the
real-estate agent brought the paper work and a cashier’s check for
the cabin that night.
They both realized, in their
hearts, that it was the right thing to do. Now Tamara and Pierce could
afford to buy their new home on Spirit Lake. All the problems with Jerry
and the neighbors would be left behind and just maybe, Tamara
thought, she and her wonderful husband could get their happiness and
romance back.
Chapter
Twenty-Nine
Tamara cried the day she left
her cabin. She left the
little blue coffee pot for the new owners to enjoy and left the
cabin keys on the overhang of the tool shed. She sluggishly walked out of
her beloved log cabin on Hood Canal, closed the door, and never
looked back. She
convinced herself her Grandfather's gift to her now would be the
Spirit Lake cabin, with the money she received from the sale.
In their new Spirit Lake
home, Tamara had trouble in the beginning falling asleep at
night. She greatly
longed for the sounds of the little waterfall. She missed having her
morning coffee with Pierce in the turret room. Yet, overall, everything was
peaceful in their new location. No one came to visit and
Tamara had not heard from Jerry or his attorneys.
Since Ginny refused to write
to Tamara, she wrote her brother Travis to keep up with the family
and find out how Bobbi was.
Travis wrote back and said whatever happened up there in
Washington caused Jerry to drink heavier than ever before. He also said he felt it
would be best if she and Pierce stay on their mountain and never
come back. The family
could not understand or forgive whatever it was she and Pierce had
done to Jerry and she had no business asking about Bobbi.
It saddened Tamara that her
family had unjustly chosen to take sides---since she had not done
anything wrong and it broke her heart about Bobbi. Actually, as far as she was
concerned, she never wanted to leave her mountain cabin,
anyway. She rarely left
the cabin, only when they needed to purchase food forty miles down
the mountain, at the first of each month.
Pierce, before long, had his
carvings in fourteen establishments on consignment and kept busy
working out of the lofting shed behind their new log cabin. No matter where they lived,
his work was popular and sold rapidly. He was very pleased that he
no longer had to wait under a sign for a passerby to purchase his
work and could work at his own leisure.
One evening, Tamara sat on
the end of the dock writing in her journal and gazed out across the
still calm waters of Spirit Lake. The sky was clear and a
billion stars twinkled down on her. She felt as though she was
sitting in the middle of a diamond mine, with the tremendous amount
of stars twinkling above and then reflecting in the moon lit water.
While she walked toward the
cabin, she heard the front door open then close softly and saw
Pierce set something down on the front porch. Then Pierce walked towards
her carrying a blanket over his arm. As he stepped onto the dock,
a distinctive sound of her phonograph began to play. At a leisurely pace, Pierce
moved down the dock towards her while, Booby Darrin sang from the
phonograph, Dream Lover.
The song continued to play as
Pierce laid the blanket out on the dock. He extended her one of his
hands, she sat beside him on the blanket, and he held the sides of
her soft smooth face with his large callous hands and gazed
longingly into her crystal blue eyes. After a moment he murmured,
"I know you've been under a lot of stress the last few months, my
little butterfly and somewhere along the way we've lost the romance
we once had." Pierce
wrapped his arms around Tamara and held her close as she began to
cry.
Pierce murmured in her hair,
"Nothing in the world means more to me than you. I want our romance
back. I love you so
much Tamara and I promise I'll never let our romance fade again."
Pierce pulled away from
Tamara, touched her face tenderly with one finger, and moved it
carefully from her cheek and followed the path of a single
tear. He stopped at her
full pink lips and traced them lightly.
Tamara sat motionless and let
her husband be in control.
One piece of clothing at a
time fell to the dock, until they both lay as nature had intended
together on their blanket under the star filled sky.
Tamara
felt everything was happening in slow motion, as though she was
dreaming. The sound of
the song playing slowly over and over along with the stars and the
water reflecting them, she could not imagine she was actually
awake. Her husband's
hands so tenderly moved over her wanting body caused her to
experience unbelievable sensations of ecstasies. Their lovemaking was not
rushed and so unbelievably tender, as though their spirits were
making love to one another and their love could never wither, on
that night under the stars and the full moon that rose and glowed
brightly over the beautiful Mount Saint Helens.
***
One day, Tamara watched as
Pierce's truck backed up the driveway loaded with freshly pealed
logs. He backed around
the cabin and came to a stop in front of the cabin, when Tamara
noticed sacks of cement among the logs and quickly went outside to
see what Pierce was up to.
When she asked what he was going to do, he winked at her and
simply stated, "Rekindling."
Three weeks passed as they
stood before a new octagon log turret attached to one corner of the
cabin. Tamara looked at
Pierce with questioning eyes and said, "That's absolutely beautiful
honey, but there's no door into it… from the cabin."
Pierce laughed and picked up
his chain saw and walked to the turret then stepped through a window
with his chainsaw.
Before he started the chainsaw, he told Tamara to go inside
the cabin. Tamara was
shocked when Pierce started the chainsaw and saw the bar rip through
the kitchen wall, up one side and down the other. Then Pierce kicked the wall
from the new turret room and the wall came crashing to the kitchen
floor. They now had the
doorway to the new turret room and a month’s supply of firewood.
That evening they drank their
coffee in the new turret room as they gazed out over Spirit Lake.
~*~
Years passed quickly, as they
grew to love their cabin more and more. Pierce kept his promise to
Tamara and whenever he felt their romance fading, he would find a
way to rekindle.
However, like most men, his ideas of romance were not always
the same as Tamara's.
One morning, Tamara sat in the turret room, while Pierce was
in the bathroom shaving.
She was gazing out over the beautiful serene waters of Spirit
Lake when she heard a strange noise. She cocked an ear towards
the interior of the cabin and the strange sound stopped, she glanced
around, but the sound disappeared. Then she looked back towards
the lake and the noise began again. It sounded rather like a
bird chirping, but different from the normal bird sounds she heard
around the area. When
she heard it again, she quickly turned her head towards the cabin
and saw Pierce now standing in the kitchen. Pierce was butt naked
wearing a big grin and making chirping sounds of a bird. Her eyes followed downward
over his broad chest until they came to an abrupt stop on his
saluting manhood, topped off with a large glob of shaving cream,
balanced on its head.
Tamara squinted her eyelids
at her foolish husband and uttered, "Now listen here, Mister… If you think I'm going to
make love with that shaving cream on you, you got another think a
coming!" Pierce, felt
gravely rejected and turned away and went right back into the
bathroom.
Tamara giggled after Pierce
left; she felt so bad now when she saw his little boy look of
rejection. Pierce had
been so proud of himself that morning and Tamara threw a bucket of
cold water on him. She
shook her head smiling, when she stood from the table and walked
towards the bathroom.
Pierce felt someone touch his
shoulder, when he turned he saw his lovely wife as she stood there
wearing a sheepish smile.
They made love that morning
and Pierce felt good about it, because he had once again, felt he
had rekindled their romance.
~*~
Tamara usually went with
Pierce to gather burls and one day she spotted a fungus growing high
up in a tree. She asked
her husband, flashing her baby blues, if he would get it for
her. Pierce glanced up
at the large piece of fungus, then smiled down at his lovely wife
and murmured, "I'll get you the fungus, but it's thirty feet up that
tree." His eyes
flickered and changed to his famous puppy dog eyes, "But, my sweetie
pie, you'll owe me, owe me… a big favor." Tamara giggled and pushed
playfully at Pierce, she knew what the favor he wanted would be and
she would gladly give it.
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